Me When I Looked Into The Mirror At Like 12 And Could Not Recognize Myself

killometer?

like, body count?

You want me to "KMS"? The fuck does that mean, kilometers? Ew, what are you, British?

i exist and that’s terrifying

there is no plot or set story narrative

i’m just here and one day i wont be

where will my mind go when it has no puppet left to string up and dance for me?

i’m scared

this life >>>

confession

im watching this dudes content on youtube and he seems cool and is like an educated academic and i like the content

but he also looks so asymmetrical and it’s fucking with me so i play his videos in the background instead of watching them directly and now i feel bad about it

i’ve done all but the abortion

i Love vaccines, autism, abortions, homosexuals, sex changes and crime

Ribcage is a hell of a word. Like yeah my bones trapped my heart inside my chest if u even care. I don’t know if it wants out

yes i will like bomb your art tag

you make good shit and i want you to know it mother fucker

fuck you you are talented and cool

im not like thoher girls

ima guy

I’m out here thinkin im just whack when In reality imma Leader Type Omega

things i’ll do once i can FINALLY drive:

just leave to the library for some quiet time

just go to stores or a mall and skim through them on my own time

probably run someone over

actually control the music

just vibe in graveyards looking for cool names to write down

go to a park on my own and just immediately walk off the path and get lost

put stickers all throughout town

maybe get a part time job?

be able to get things like piercings n shit that i otherwise would not be able to get in a timely manner

probably carry even more safety shit

fuck up learning the guitar OUTSIDE instead of doing that indoors

get a parking fine because how the fuck do people even parallel park like it doesn’t even look physically possible

get the food i’m craving without having to do a charisma check at my family

just go to a pharmacy and walk around cus i never get enough time to just look at the things

maybe go to a con or other cool shit goin on

explore abandoned shit on my own that i probably shouldn’t be exploring

etc etc you get the gist I cannot wait