Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them
Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were
The shame makes me want to rip my skin off
my mind flickers to the thought of him and her just conversing….him not thinking about me at all. I just. I don’t want to be thinking like this.
I hope he misses me.
I want to pULL all MY TEETH OUT
I don't want life to end. I want my disorder to end. But it never will.
oh I’ve stopped. I’ve realised how nasty you are. Selfish, rude, self absorbed lowkey kinda ugly, undisciplined loser. Enjoy your life. So glad I’m free from you.
At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?
I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin
honestly i dont need therapy i need a machine to go into my body and manually stretch all my muscles and crack all my joints and then i need the machine to go into my brain and deep clean it with soapy hot water
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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