Today I Am Going To Fast Once Again For 24 Hrs. All I Will Allow Myself To Have Is Water, Some Vitamins

Tomorrow I will start taking pictures of my foods that I eat and post them to my account. Even if I drink a cup of water.

Help me stay motivated!!

I feel like a fat pig. My ex just confirmed that he eats 350-500 to 1000 calories perday and he's so skinny and beautiful. I NEED to catch up and get better at loosing weight. I don't want to be the fat freind. It wil be so worth the hunger when I get to wear cute clothes and have smaller boobs

I'm already at 830 calories yikes! All because I ate some of my coworkers food. So the plan for today is to FAST untill 12am the following morning.

Rules for fast-

Take vitamins and supplements

Sip plenty of water

Sip plenty of low cal tea 🍵 sweetened with splenda

Diet soda is allowed zero calorie

Take a warm shower to get my mind off food

Take a long nap

Binge watch YouTube

If I can manage this fast I will stay at 830 calories. Still alot but at least I didn't consume more calories. At this point I'll take what I can get

Goals for tomorrow ✨️🎃

Tommrow my goal is to grab some more low calorie goodies for my coffee and tea.

Tommrow I will come home- clean up - shower like a good girl. Then go to bed.

Tommrow I will challenge myself - i am to take in no more than 800 calories by midnight. I know I can do this

I feel bad for going over so many calories. Ugh I HAVE to stop eating the food at work 😩

I wish I could survive on as little calories as possible. I long to punish myself for the wrong I've done to my ex, my mother or just anyone really that I have displeased with my presence. I need to punish myself. Only then I'll be a good girl inside and out. I'd say a good number for myself would be 500 calories. I need to punish myself. I CANNOT exists on food. My suffering will be atonement for all my sins.

I'm not losing weight fast enough. For now on I will limit myself to only 500 calories perday. Although I'm losing weight and I'm watching the scale go down I would want the weightloss to actually be noticeable.

So for 500 calories a day I will just have to get used to the hunger. I no longer want to be a big chick all it attracts is abusers and liers

Jusy want to say the hunger gets easier to ignore. I can now go a whole day with out eating and it's easy for me. Now I drink plenty of water, Zero cal tea and nap alot. Also watching YouTube keeps me from snacking.

This is great!