I Finally Downloaded A Drawing App! Sadly I Forgot To Have The Picture Of My Drawing As A Seperate Layer

Day 3 from this week's painting spree!

The absolute best thing I've ever found at Claire's(including the Stranger Things popsockets I saw a few moments after this!)

Allistar, my son, my boi, is getting some fukin lineart! Not crazy happy with it, but still happy!🐢

Drawing I did of myself earlier today! As you can see, my url includes two of my many obsessions: buttons and turtles!🐢

Just randomly felt like drawing Ariel. First time ever using alcohol-based markers and it was kindave a disaster...

When you push your friend's away so fucking much that they don't even bother to check on you and you're not sure if you should be happy or sad.

Hahaha, I'm a terrible person...

I got into a fight at school.

The other girl through the first punch.

But it made me realise that school's too much

For me to handle.

I just can't seem to take

When I make calmness break

In someonelse...

Or in myself.

Last week-

I think-

I had a dream

Where I was in love

And happy

And we were content

And calm...

In my head:

There was still calamity,

So I thanked you

For sailing in my storm with me.

Because I know

Some will still be angry

When I go back-

Just as when I leave

(again)

They can't forgive me

For last year...

For just-

Disappearing

From them.

I plan to tell them

This time-

Give my reasons-

And explain

That school

Is seeming

Like an unbearable strain

And I need a break

And a little concentration

Combined with motivation

To keep going.

But last night

...

No dreams.

Just the one nightmare

As my comfort and my company.

But because of it

I woke of lonely

And still felt empty

For a couple hours 'til

I remembered

That they(and you)

Were angry

At me

For leaving.

And I felt queasy

Even now, this evening.

And I know

That is was true, though.

But it scared me anyway

That she

Had wanted revenge

For what- I couldn't say,

After all: /she/ tried to punch /me/

I'd just wanted her to stop.

...

I guess I'll never really

Feel like I'm enough.

...

Any way, I remember

That in my dream

Everybody knew each other-

And all of you hate(d) me.

I guess dreams /do/ just mirror reality...

I'm making tuna casserole!!!

Update: it's not going great...

1, 2, 3.

1. Started: preschool

Left: 6 weeks into 4th

2. Started: 6th grade

Left: halfway into 9th

3. Started(late): 9th(repeat)/10th

Leaving: after attending the 1st week we have back from winter break.

I'll be leaving soon.

Hopefully to get my GED, and

Hopefully then: college

Maybe get a degree-

In art

Or in psychology.

Hopefully

I find a job

And learn to drive-

Or at least ride a bike.

But

No matter what-

I'll be leaving.

...

I'm sorry.

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