This Is The Drawing That I Did Yesterday. Can Someone Explain How This Is A Threat To The School? No,

Birthdays suck.

I wanna die, haha.

HAVE A CUTE PIC OF MY BABY, HAHAHAA!!!

Ummm... yeah! I drew this kinda a while ago but this girl in my art class complimented my lineart/inking sooo... My love of this drawing greatly increased... And I decided to post it!

I got into a fight at school.

The other girl through the first punch.

But it made me realise that school's too much

For me to handle.

I just can't seem to take

When I make calmness break

In someonelse...

Or in myself.

Last week-

I think-

I had a dream

Where I was in love

And happy

And we were content

And calm...

In my head:

There was still calamity,

So I thanked you

For sailing in my storm with me.

Because I know

Some will still be angry

When I go back-

Just as when I leave

(again)

They can't forgive me

For last year...

For just-

Disappearing

From them.

I plan to tell them

This time-

Give my reasons-

And explain

That school

Is seeming

Like an unbearable strain

And I need a break

And a little concentration

Combined with motivation

To keep going.

But last night

...

No dreams.

Just the one nightmare

As my comfort and my company.

But because of it

I woke of lonely

And still felt empty

For a couple hours 'til

I remembered

That they(and you)

Were angry

At me

For leaving.

And I felt queasy

Even now, this evening.

And I know

That is was true, though.

But it scared me anyway

That she

Had wanted revenge

For what- I couldn't say,

After all: /she/ tried to punch /me/

I'd just wanted her to stop.

...

I guess I'll never really

Feel like I'm enough.

...

Any way, I remember

That in my dream

Everybody knew each other-

And all of you hate(d) me.

I guess dreams /do/ just mirror reality...

Every TøP fan rn but me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?????????????-

me: *listening to Guns for Hands for the hundredth time* cool. Text me when the full albums' on spotify

WHAT THE FUCK, RAINBOW! THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING MEAN "THIS WILL END IN FLAMES???" BITCH LIKE THE FUCK IT WILL, YOURE NOT HURTING MY BOYS! DONT YOU FUCKING TOUCH THEM!

I have some... feelings about the Carry on sequel that I have to wait two years for.

Atlas(my cat): *does something; (ex:headbutting, licking my ear, rubbing his his cheek on my face and hands)*

Me: *goolges what that behavior means*

Google: katt luv u!!!

Me, cuddling, scratching, petting and overall showing affection: omg!!!!! He like me!!!!!!!

*gestures wildly at these work of art*

*and the work of art's beautiful drawings*

*slams through David's bedroom door* WANNA GO ON A F-CKIN ADVENTURE??? WERE GONNA GET T R A U M A T I Z E D!!

I had the best fucking dream last night.

I had a girlfriend, there was world's cutest fucking gay couple, and this one straight couple that was cute as all hell.

The entire dream was just healthy, happy, adorable relationships and I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO MAD THAT I CANT REMEMBER A DREAM, FUCK!

It was so cute and heart warming, I feel so blessed that my stupid panicky brain let me have such a nice dream

*Edit

I actually had this dream almost a year ago, this post has been in my drafts since I woke up from said dream.

Recently my dreams nightmares are a lot more.... death-filled with a few handfuls of false accusations and shitty social shit for good measure.

I miss you, happy, cute couples dream, you were so pleasant.

Redraw some older stuff :/