Fucking Easter, My Dudes

When you push your friend's away so fucking much that they don't even bother to check on you and you're not sure if you should be happy or sad.

Hahaha, I'm a terrible person...

I made a friend but they hopped away

One day I will go through all my posts and correctly tag them. BUT that day isn't for a few more months sooo

Sometimes

The sun is just the sun,

Yellow is just yellow,

Books are just books,

Friends are just friends,

And none of it matters.

And other times...

The sun is warmth and life,

Yellow is joyful and bright,

Books are portals and light,

And friends are loving and kind.

Sometimes

You need to be told "It's not your fault"

Other times

You already know

Sometimes

You need to be told "Don't give up!"

Other times

You just dont

But maybe it's safer to be told

That things matter

That things can be good

That your efforts are not wasted

That all hope is not lost

That better days are coming

That you just need to keep running

That you might need a brake

That there's no blame to place

That you'll be ok

Because

We often forget the most obvious things

Humans aren't as perfect as we claim to be

We forget

And it's safer to be told again

"I love you"

"You matter"

"It'll get better"

"Its not your fault"

"Don't give up"

"You'll be ok"

There will be better days.

He looks so comfy for an animal that's sleeping on a bookcase.

I'm having a lot of fun just redrawing old pictures.

THIS one is only about a year or two of difference but I've definitely improved when it comes to chub and fabric, still not great, but I'm getting there!

Also: I'm so gay

I CHANGED MY MIND ABIUT MY HIGHSCHOOL BEING A HELLHOLE, MY FRIEND GOES THERE AND SAID THAT THEY MISSED ME SO IM REALLY EXCITED TO GO BACK NOW!

Woot Woot we have mandatory evacuation, yaaaay.

Sooo... I might not be going back to school.

So I really like this song-The Balled of Sara Berry" from 35mm- and I drew fan art for it and was showing said drawing to my friends as well as explaining the song-spoiler:pepl die

The school took me talking about/drawing about a song as a threat.

It is because of this that I won't be at school tomorrow and might not be there Wednesday either. Me and my parents have already started planning/preparing for me to start homeschooling.

Not gonna lie, I'm sad but not regretful.

Oh, and they fabricated a bogus story about what happened even after I explained it and acted like I was changing my story when retold them the same thing.

And they went through my journal. Which is full of vent art.

My vents are usually self-hate from 3rd person, which I guess they took as me threatening others.

I talked about a fucking song.

I didn't flaunt a gun.

I didn't say I was going to hurt anyone.

I talked. About. A. Song.

She came into my room, meowed, hopped up into my bed, and then snuggled, all while purring V LOUDLY... am I in heaven😍