Sometimes I Forget To Be Obsessed With Stuff And End Up Feeling Bored And Empty Until I Dredge Up Things

Sometimes I forget to be obsessed with stuff and end up feeling bored and empty until I dredge up things I used to like of find something new.

I'm starting to realize that liking certain stuff shouldn't feel like a chore.

Being in a fandom shouldn't feel like going to school, when school felt like climbing up an endless staircase with the goal of reaching it's nonexistent top.

Having interests shouldn't make me feel like I'm bullshiting my way though an essay but I'm not even sure if it was ever assigned.

I just want to find something to love that I won't forget to like.

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6 years ago

Things have happened.

Just as they always will.

Things have died.

Simply from being alive.

Things have made you smile.

Same as I wish I could.

Things have made me cry.

And if I were dry wood-

I'd burn and burn and burn...

But I am not who I should-

Be, I am someone who is

Melting, maybe?

Things are spilt into pieces

Myself am barely different-

Still talking to no-one

But myself.

I think that when I do that-

I half-become somebody else.

That half is my other self

She doesn't get lost transition-

She isn't even awake.

She's sleeping- no

Dreaming

With moldy melatonin

Not doing much to keep her awake.

Things have faded.

Like old photographs-

I've never seen any.

This is the digital age-

With no more pictures of somber faces

Being plastered to the page.

Things.

...

Things have looked up-

And seen the sun

But some

Things have gone down hill-

And landed in a rut

But both of 'em

Have left me

So that I'm somewhere in between

Maybe there was a ledge I stopped on!

Or a tree in a forest green-

Did they undergrowth stop me?

I think it must've hurt-

I mean-

I'm covered in scratches

But they're from a cat.

It doesn't matter.

I mean-its just that...

"Things have died"

From being a runt-

From being too young-

From eating her litter-

Man, crying is fun.

Five months(by estimation)

Three(months by knowledge)

And 15 years-

But by then

It's all the same-

They're all:

Dead

Dead

Dead

...

Things have been...

Inconclusive.


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7 years ago
Ummm... Yeah! I Drew This Kinda A While Ago But This Girl In My Art Class Complimented My Lineart/inking
Ummm... Yeah! I Drew This Kinda A While Ago But This Girl In My Art Class Complimented My Lineart/inking

Ummm... yeah! I drew this kinda a while ago but this girl in my art class complimented my lineart/inking sooo... My love of this drawing greatly increased... And I decided to post it!


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7 years ago
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!
Some Pictures I Got In The Swamp That Surrounds My School. It Was So Cold Out!

Some pictures I got in the swamp that surrounds my school. It was so cold out!

I actually kinda like these…


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5 years ago

Haha, it's ok, he's not so bad, it just sucks when it does happen- I'm sure he's worse when I'm not around, so I'm actually pretty grateful for the things I /have/ heard him say, haha

"What, are you /queer/, now?"

-my dad, to my sister, less than 20 feet from me.

I am the /only/ queer person in the house.

I am the /only/ queer person in our imedient family.

He's didn't need to say it like.... That.

It wouldn't hurt so much if it hadn't been almost a year since the last time I heard say something anti-lgbt+ but it has been a while and I thought he might not say that- at least not in front of me.


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6 years ago

You know those paint chip thingys?

I want them.

I want to collect as many as I can for no reason!

I know, I know, I'm supposed to be cutting back on my collections but... I've always wanted to collect those and there is nothing actually stopping me!!!


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6 years ago

reblog if you hate nazis and don’t think they should speak on college campuses

6 years ago

My fav person drew this, love them, thx

Ahehsjsk Idk Why I’m So NErvous-
Ahehsjsk Idk Why I’m So NErvous-
Ahehsjsk Idk Why I’m So NErvous-

ahehsjsk idk why I’m so nErvous-


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6 years ago

Actually, I'm gonna stay home.

6 years ago
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6 years ago

I love the person who drew this so, by association, I love these drawing(also they're amazing, just sayin')

buttonstheturtle - I draw sometimes

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