I Love Atlas Very Very Much But He Sleeps In The Weirdest Places Around The Living Room. Like, Why Does

1, 2, 3.

1. Started: preschool

Left: 6 weeks into 4th

2. Started: 6th grade

Left: halfway into 9th

3. Started(late): 9th(repeat)/10th

Leaving: after attending the 1st week we have back from winter break.

I'll be leaving soon.

Hopefully to get my GED, and

Hopefully then: college

Maybe get a degree-

In art

Or in psychology.

Hopefully

I find a job

And learn to drive-

Or at least ride a bike.

But

No matter what-

I'll be leaving.

...

I'm sorry.

Sometimes I forget to be obsessed with stuff and end up feeling bored and empty until I dredge up things I used to like of find something new.

I'm starting to realize that liking certain stuff shouldn't feel like a chore.

Being in a fandom shouldn't feel like going to school, when school felt like climbing up an endless staircase with the goal of reaching it's nonexistent top.

Having interests shouldn't make me feel like I'm bullshiting my way though an essay but I'm not even sure if it was ever assigned.

I just want to find something to love that I won't forget to like.

Really reaaalllyy want a NITW lock screen but I don't have any money to get a commission nor the tech/talent to do it myself so... fun times

I started watching My Love Story and Damn am I gay for Yamato-san

She is so fucking cute and she /bakes/.

Like holy shit, she's so cute, I want her and Takeo-kun to get married and be happy forever because they deserve it, goddamn it!

If I don't take my pills, then I'm normal, right?

Atlas is very sleepy and I love him.

Rewatched Firebringer and damn, Zazz and J-mills are married , fuck off with your "facts"

Ugghhh

Aaaaaaaah, I used up 4 pages of my journal last next while feeling shitty.

Regrrrrreeeeeettt thaaaaaaat sooooo muuuuuccchhhhh, uggggghhhhhhhhhhh

Whatever,, though, because scribbling mimicked scratching, so I did that instead, scribbling, I mean.

My son from cookie run, Peppermint Cookie

A vry angry Alli wearing the outfit from her first design.