The cutest sleeping face on Earth. Hes sleeping on books but he seems comfy enough.
The Reaper, The Rabbit, and Her Conscience. Haha, I try to make up actual stories sometimes but I can't write, Hahaha! Anyways, meet Daniel/Dani (The Reaper), Lucy/Bunny (The Rabbit), and Luther/Ghost (Her Conscience). All are my own OCs!
I, uhhh... my go to vent/doodle/thought is this same goddamn window.... I've drawn it way more than this but these are all the drawings I found while looking through my most current big sketchbook. Also pictured is a sad cactus🌵
What if I'm lying to myself?
What if everything I am isn't true?
What if I'm just acting?
What if I don't really love you?
What if it doesn't matter-
How badly I want to?
What if I'm a liar?
And don't even belong here?
What if I'm wrong?
And have been tricking everyone?
What if I've been manipulative?
And stringing everyone along?
What if all that I am-
Isn't even real?
What if I'm just fooling you?
And that isn't how I feel?
What if I've been grasping-
At something that isn't there?
What if I've been faking?
And I don't really care?
Cause zoning out
And talking loud
Are all that seems to fit.
What if that's why being gay
And being scared
And being nice
And being aware
And trying to be kind
Never really made sense
When I'm just going to die.
And I thought writing this would
Make me feel a little better
But inside it feels like peeling off
Almost every layer
And finding nothing inside
Of me
But a skeleton, blood, and guts
What if I'm just a liar?
And that's all I ever was?
Because I can't do this by my own renown
And saying I'm not gay
Feels like I'm letting myself down.
Feels like greeting a stranger.
Feels like the opposite
Of letting everyone I care about
D
O
W
N.
And what if that's who I should be?
What's if unlike me-
That's who they should see!
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
Don't let anybody down-
You have to hate yourself to be happy!
While just wearing a frown
I feel myself getting down
From this pedestal I built
Maybe this-
A liar
A fake
A disappointment
A mistake
What if...
What if that's all that I can hope to me?
I just hope I won't get worse.
My fav person ever drew dis, love them plz
Angry girl look at her go-
Atlas is very sleepy and I love him.
Atlas(my cat): *does something; (ex:headbutting, licking my ear, rubbing his his cheek on my face and hands)*
Me: *goolges what that behavior means*
Google: katt luv u!!!
Me, cuddling, scratching, petting and overall showing affection: omg!!!!! He like me!!!!!!!
Uhhhh, I haven't posted in a while....
But I've started watching the Moomins and Moomin is a very good boy(tm) so I started drawing him a bunch.
I just... love him?... so.... much????
Me: *finds a thing that i like that isnt problamatic unless taking out of context and given malicious intent through biased descriptions*
Person: *does that*
Me brain: you are no longer allowed to like this thing because if you do then you're a terrible person and your inevitable murder is justified because you'd deserve it.
Me: ... ok..
Dude, that freaking sucks, I'm sorry you have to deal with that shit
"Cause you are the part of me that makes me better wherever I go... so I will try not to cry, but no one needs to say goodbye---!"
"BACK TO WITCHES AND WIZARDS AND MAGICAL BEASTS!
TO GOBLINS AND GHOSTS AND TO MAGICAL FEASTS!
ITS ALL THAT I LOVE, AND ITS ALL THAT I NEED; AT HOGWARTS, HOGWARTS!
BACK TO SPELLS AND ENCHANTMENTS,TO POTIONS AND FRIENDS,
TO GRYFFINDOR, HUFFLEPUFF, RAVENCLAW, SLTHERIN!
BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE OUR STORY BEGINS!
AT HOGWARTS
HOGWARTS!"
21, he/they, ace- not very interesting and rarely post(let alone anything good)
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