I'm Lying.

Drew a bunny girl again… I seem to like designing rabbit-based characters. Just by going off of the fact that I have a lot of them: -Lucy -Raina -Jinger -Aster E.B. -Mo(temp. name) -Crowin(only male rabbit based OC) -Ms Nursey(this one, also a temp. name) Also, at least half of these are aliens of some sort or another, 🐰🌙👽

I love him,,,,,,,,,,,,sm💕 Like,,,,,,he's just so beautiful and I love

I, uhhh... my go to vent/doodle/thought is this same goddamn window.... I've drawn it way more than this but these are all the drawings I found while looking through my most current big sketchbook. Also pictured is a sad cactus🌵

Such a handsome boy.

Some shitty selfies!

1, 2, 3.

1. Started: preschool

Left: 6 weeks into 4th

2. Started: 6th grade

Left: halfway into 9th

3. Started(late): 9th(repeat)/10th

Leaving: after attending the 1st week we have back from winter break.

I'll be leaving soon.

Hopefully to get my GED, and

Hopefully then: college

Maybe get a degree-

In art

Or in psychology.

Hopefully

I find a job

And learn to drive-

Or at least ride a bike.

But

No matter what-

I'll be leaving.

...

I'm sorry.

Some more draws and doods of Dani -the Reaper-, Lucy- the Rabbit-, and Luthier- Her Conscience. Luther's design is something I both love and hate in equal measure, so I tend to change it to be more feeble or creepy depending on the draw😅. Despite how it may look, Dani is a lot harder to draw then Lucy, and slightly less fun sometimes, I still love my dead daughter though!

Alfur's floppy sleeves.

From Hilda the series- on Netflix.

I swear I'm trying to change whatever's wrong with me.

It gets hard when the happier I am the less ok I feel.

When the more I let myself hug my friends the more being touched makes me want to hurl.

The more I care about everyone else, the less I care about myself.

The less I let them hate themselves the more I hate myself.

I try to work outside in but It feels more like turning myself inside out.

Why is it so hard for me to like myself half as much as I love everyone else?

Why is it so difficult to care about myself yet so easy to take care of everyone else?

Why do I feel like I'm giving myself away

Why do I feel like they hate me

Why do I feel so hopeless

Why do I feel so lost

Why can't I feel anything...?

Please, for the love of god, let me smile and breathe at the same time

Let me actually feel all those emotions I was promised

Someone make me less selfish.

If you are American, PLEASE SUPPORT THE SSI RESTORATION ACT OF 2021

This new bill has been introduced in both the house and the Senate.

Among other things, it will:

Raise the monthly disability income by just over 30 percent - bringing it to poverty level.

Remove penalties for recieving financial help from friends and family.

Increase the amount of assets a disabled person may have from $2,000 to $10,000 (this hasn't been updated since 1989)

Update outside income restrictions to allow disabled people to receive up to $399 a month without reducing their benefits.

REWARD, not penalize, people who want to receive additional income while on social security income.

REMOVE THE MARRIAGE BAN YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT THIS WILL REMOVE THE MARRIAGE BAN

For those unaware current regulations do a lot to oppress disabled people. In fact marriage equality doesn't even extend to disbled people who risk having their benefits reduced or outright taken away if they marry someone. This means that in common law states disabled people can't even live with their significant other or they risk losing their financial independence.

Current regulations mean that if you're disbled you can't have so much as one penny over $2,000 to your name. So buying a car and gaining more independence or freedom is largely out of the question for disabled people.

Current regulations penalize social security recipients who receive income from outside sources, even if those sources are reimbursement. Did you get paid to babysit for a few hours? That's income, and you get your benefits reduced. Did you loan a friend $10 and they pay you back? The government considers that $10 income, and you get your benefits reduced.

These aren't mere anecdotes - these are all examples of actual things that have happened to disbled people I know, and if you have any disabled friends in your life I'm sure they can tell you the same stories.

If you value marriage equality, if you value financial independence, if you value the rights of disbled people, please PLEASE support this bill! Contact your reps, vote, and make noise! This is a great thing!