Really Really Really

Uhhhh, I haven't posted in a while....

But I've started watching the Moomins and Moomin is a very good boy(tm) so I started drawing him a bunch.

I just... love him?... so.... much????

Sometimes

The sun is just the sun,

Yellow is just yellow,

Books are just books,

Friends are just friends,

And none of it matters.

And other times...

The sun is warmth and life,

Yellow is joyful and bright,

Books are portals and light,

And friends are loving and kind.

Sometimes

You need to be told "It's not your fault"

Other times

You already know

Sometimes

You need to be told "Don't give up!"

Other times

You just dont

But maybe it's safer to be told

That things matter

That things can be good

That your efforts are not wasted

That all hope is not lost

That better days are coming

That you just need to keep running

That you might need a brake

That there's no blame to place

That you'll be ok

Because

We often forget the most obvious things

Humans aren't as perfect as we claim to be

We forget

And it's safer to be told again

"I love you"

"You matter"

"It'll get better"

"Its not your fault"

"Don't give up"

"You'll be ok"

There will be better days.

"Please don't say you love me" by Gabrielle Aplin is a great song for Snufkin and Moomin, and I'm right.

I torture these two so much but I really do want them to get a happy ending, so enjoy this exaggerated height difference, because it's cute as hell. Selina wears turtle necks to hide her Adams apple, so it's really fun to design her outfits!(The cat theme makes it fun regardless, though) Franklin, however, likes frogs and earrings so he's a bit more challenging to make outfits for. Anyways, I love -to torture- my cat daughter🐱 and frog son🐸.

I CHANGED MY MIND ABIUT MY HIGHSCHOOL BEING A HELLHOLE, MY FRIEND GOES THERE AND SAID THAT THEY MISSED ME SO IM REALLY EXCITED TO GO BACK NOW!

Just finished rewatching TVPM and TVPS and FUCK, did I almost cry!

"Cause you are the part of me that makes me better wherever I go... so I will try not to cry, but no one needs to say goodbye---!"

"BACK TO WITCHES AND WIZARDS AND MAGICAL BEASTS!

TO GOBLINS AND GHOSTS AND TO MAGICAL FEASTS!

ITS ALL THAT I LOVE, AND ITS ALL THAT I NEED; AT HOGWARTS, HOGWARTS!

BACK TO SPELLS AND ENCHANTMENTS,TO POTIONS AND FRIENDS,

TO GRYFFINDOR, HUFFLEPUFF, RAVENCLAW, SLTHERIN!

BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE OUR STORY BEGINS!

AT HOGWARTS

HOGWARTS!"

I got into a fight at school.

The other girl through the first punch.

But it made me realise that school's too much

For me to handle.

I just can't seem to take

When I make calmness break

In someonelse...

Or in myself.

Last week-

I think-

I had a dream

Where I was in love

And happy

And we were content

And calm...

In my head:

There was still calamity,

So I thanked you

For sailing in my storm with me.

Because I know

Some will still be angry

When I go back-

Just as when I leave

(again)

They can't forgive me

For last year...

For just-

Disappearing

From them.

I plan to tell them

This time-

Give my reasons-

And explain

That school

Is seeming

Like an unbearable strain

And I need a break

And a little concentration

Combined with motivation

To keep going.

But last night

...

No dreams.

Just the one nightmare

As my comfort and my company.

But because of it

I woke of lonely

And still felt empty

For a couple hours 'til

I remembered

That they(and you)

Were angry

At me

For leaving.

And I felt queasy

Even now, this evening.

And I know

That is was true, though.

But it scared me anyway

That she

Had wanted revenge

For what- I couldn't say,

After all: /she/ tried to punch /me/

I'd just wanted her to stop.

...

I guess I'll never really

Feel like I'm enough.

...

Any way, I remember

That in my dream

Everybody knew each other-

And all of you hate(d) me.

I guess dreams /do/ just mirror reality...

The snakey boi is now named Allistar and I love him.

Thanks to @brozkiie for the A++ name! Ily!

The cutest sleeping face on Earth. Hes sleeping on books but he seems comfy enough.

Beautiful, spectacular, phenomenal, top of the line, 10/10, gorgeous, I love them

and to finish it off, Rylie and Nari