I Really Like The Project Were Working On In Art😁

Dat nurse 'bout to get a whole-ass redesign.

Be ready.💉👩‍⚕️🐇

Drew a bunny girl again…

I seem to like designing rabbit-based characters.

Just by going off of the fact that I have a lot of them:

-Lucy -Raina -Jinger -Aster E.B. -Mo(temp. name) -Crowin(only male rabbit based OC) -Ms Nursey(this one, also a temp. name)

Also, at least half of these are aliens of some sort or another, 🐰🌙👽

Allistar, my son, my boi, is getting some fukin lineart! Not crazy happy with it, but still happy!🐢

So, tranfering stuff from my old phone ended up making some bombin' ass edits to a few shit photos I took over a year ago, enjoy the strange improvements👌

-Buttons!🐢

I'm having a lot of fun just redrawing old pictures.

THIS one is only about a year or two of difference but I've definitely improved when it comes to chub and fabric, still not great, but I'm getting there!

Also: I'm so gay

I'm mostly numb but I cry sometimes.

I kept debating as to whether or not I should post about this but then I remembered that my only other relatively-social outlet is my therapist so I decided to post.

My childhood friend shot himself yesterday. He died this afternoon while in the hospital.

At first I thought: "I won't be majorly affected by this, I haven't talked to him in over a year! I'm just uncomfortable because talking about suicide makes my anxiety spike due to another friends of mine attempting with me as her last goodbye!"(She's alive as far as I know, thank fucking god)

But then my mom was talking to my grandmother about what happened and mentioned that I'd been friends with him and his little sister...

And I realized... Jacob is dead. One of my childhood friends killed himself.

We're only 15... My friend is gone and we're practically still children

I keep having random bouts of re-realization because it just doesn't make any sense...

I can't feel anything. He's dead. He's gone and my emotions keep going in and out like an indesicve tide hugging the shore.

One second I'm sobbing and then, for a while, I'm completely numb.

I... I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I was so sure that this wouldn't affect me.

But she's ok. The friend I mentioned earlier is still alive.

I'm so glad she's alive, though. If I'm reacting like this to someone I haven't talked to in almost a year- I can only imagine what I'd be feeling if she'd succeeded...

I hope she knows how happy I am every time I remember that she's alive.

And how comforting that thought is now.

Because we're still just kids. Because we shouldn't be dying.

We're just kids

Been playing in my town for over the past month and after doing my dayly stuff (shaking trees, checking the stores, etc) I young out how to update to welcome amiibo...

I did.

And now my town is completely gone.

So, I have a new town, new mayor, new tent, new villagers, new area, new characters, and FUCKING NO PROGRESS, FUCK IM PISSED.

On an unrelated note I started thinking about Revolutionary Girl Utena am considering whether or not to rewatch the series and/or finally watch the movie..

Encyclopedias

Of random/oddly specific topics: do they exist and where can I get them. Seriously, I want.

I want encyclopedias/books of/about:

-plants (specifically succulents, cacti, and sunflowers)

-animals (rabbits, cats, frogs, turtles, sheep, goats, snakes, and bees)

-clothes/fashion/trends (fuck me up with that character design material)

-art (just a fucking book about art history and shit because I fucking want one)

I just- I have some things I wanna learn about and they happen to be very strange and specific, ok.

A vry angry Alli wearing the outfit from her first design.

Finally redownloaded Animal Crossing: Pocket Camp, since I've already gotten back into playing New Leaf😁🐢

*slams through David's bedroom door* WANNA GO ON A F-CKIN ADVENTURE??? WERE GONNA GET T R A U M A T I Z E D!!