Sillies >_<

loser (affectionate) (i love my son)

when i'm in a "never moving on from my dead wife" competition and my opponent is gojo satoru... there will never be a yearner like him ever again!

ok i have some bsd thoughts that i need to get out of my system

imagine how much more impactful it would've been if dazai didn't know that chuuya was just pretending to be a vampire. IMAGINE THE ANGST. dazai thought that he mostly had the situation under control. sure, he couldn't control everything, but there weren't that many wild variables in the prison, right? boom fyodor reveals his hidden card, so dazai starts to get desperate. this was the one thing he wasn't prepared for. he was so sure that chuuya was going to be safe outside, and why didn't ango tell him that chuuya was turned into a vampire? but suddenly he feels the gravity changing in the elevator. maybe chuuya was still in there somewhere, maybe he could bring chuuya back to him. so that's why he starts his speech. but no, chuuya fires the shot. just as he's about to give up and hope that the ada can save the world without him, he feels the bullets being stopped right before they hit him, just like how chuuya used to stop them whenever they did their little act. AND THEN CHUUYA LAUGHS AT HIM AND PATCHES HIM UP AFTER THEY MAKE SURE THAT FYODOR ISN'T WATCHING ANYMORE AAAHHHHH

also who's gonna get transferred WAS THAT JUST A FUNNY LITTLE JOKE MORI MADE CAUSE HE WAS IN ON DAZAI'S PLAN OR WHAT HELLOOOOOOO I NEED TO KNOW

god i love these panels so much. mafuyu finally does something in his relationship with uenoyama that isn't something that he already did with yuki, so he's finally truly moving forward. the stuff he did in the chapters before this also show him healing, but he still kind of copied yuki. it's like he was retaking a course he already had the notes for. although to be fair, there aren't that many things you can do differently in highschool relationships i guess. and uenoyama finally gets one of mafuyu's firsts :)

accidentally out this in the same post w/e GUYS SHE GAVE EI AN INVITATION IM GONNA FUCKING CRYYYY

idk if im late but i just realized how similar kazuha and tomo are to mafuyu and yuki AAAAAAAAAAA

they were inseparable until they weren't something something

Why Kaeya’s Sailwind Shadow outfit from the Secret Summer Paradise event is the way it is (contains spoilers for the event)

 I finished all the Secret Summer Paradise event quests, and it hit me in the end why Kaeya’s vision is different or fixed. You could say in his new Sailwind Shadow outfit, in the quest dubbed as the dagger bandit outfit.

 Because that’s Kaeya’s wish, that’s him being given a moment of mirage. That he too can be free from his shackles and burden. That he can abandon the position besdowed upon him by fate. Or perhaps that he doesn’t have to choose and can be both a Monstadter and a Khaenri’ahn.

 But it’s all only a momentary fix/resolve to his problems. 

 In the end as Idyia says in the end and sort of something Kaeya and the others realized. The wishes of the founders of the lamp in the story and also the wishes of the visitors can only be granted/exist inside the bottle.

SO…

 Only inside the magical bottle can Kaeya’s vision have three wings, while at the same time sport a Khaenri’ahn star behind it. Only inside the bottle can Kaeya feel free of his burden and feel like he too can belong. 

Kaeya doesn’t mind the role of the Dagger Bandit, because in this bottle world he can be both a knight and a bandit, stand both on the good and the bad side. (this is also just a nudge to Kaeya’s existance as a hidden Khaenria’hn pawn in Monstadt taking also on a role of a knight. Basically playing a double role.)

But even Kaeya realizes this is only a dream, a play, a farytale. The opposition to Kaeya’s own words lays in the desrciption of the outfit, which starts as a dialog between Kaeya and Klee, but mostly it shines light to Kaeya’s inner thoughts.

 And during his inner monolog, he brings out that the roles of people/characters have been given to them and thus dictated by fate. As he says a Bandit can’t carry out the role of a Knight and vice versa a Knight shouldn’t do shady stuff and backstabing. The ugly reality of Kaeya’s life and the world of tevyat is that a person/character needs to play out their role according to the rules/plan, otherwise they are betraying fate itself.

And as we have learned so far in the Genshin story, Fate can hardly be overturned. Each characters role has been pretty much set in stone by fate.

But Kaeya doesn’t yet want to ruin Klee’s wondrous innocence and thus he leaves that out and fills it with tales, as he recognizes that fate can be defided in dreams and farytales, which kind of fabricates a made up oppostion.

Here’s the part from the description:

There’s much more details hidden in the desciption, but for this now, I’m only bringing out the related stuff. (*cough* story of the bandit as a kid is probably just Kaeya’s childhood hidden in a farytale.*cough*..plssss Kaeya tell me the story!!!)

Anyways, I am going now, to brood over this whole connection. 

Kaeya has managed to hide his reality behind a sunny, funny and cute summer event. Many of us thought this outfit was Hoyo tying the loose ends, but no, instead they brough us to the loose and showed us what it could be, but then snapped their fingers and ripped it away, telling us this is something Kaeya will not be given.

Admittedly, something I’ve liked in the past couple of chapters is that even with an occasional barb or complaint thrown in, there’s been a surprising lack of hostility between Dazai and Chuuya.

Like, we’ve had crumbs of this — of them caring for each other and looking after each other — before but it’s been so consistent in the last few chapters and it feels so very in our faces as well, front and center.

Like, Chuuya keeps trying to almost console and reassure Dazai or at least help him figure out what’s wrong. Dazai’s never been as open or expressive, this chapter especially with him practically thinking out loud, that I can recall. Dazai’s showing behaviors that I don’t remember seeing before but fromChuuya’s words they’re habits of his.

They’re not constantly shooting insults or attacking each other (whether with words or physical moves). They’re basically just chilling as the danger is supposedly past (until Dazai got his revelation).

And I think it’s because they’re presumably completely alone for once.

They’re not in the Mafia base. They’re not in enemy territory with unconscious looks and their retrieval target close enough to possibly hear or see them if they wake up. They’re not stuck in a place surrounded by a dangerous ability or where the location of their allies is unknown, but could come across them at any time.

This might be the first time in the main manga where we can get a glimpse of what they’re like simply with each other.

And it’s really not so bad.

Imagine the teasing imagine the "You really thought I'd get turned that easily? Come on now, Dazai. I thought you'd have a little more faith in me." and Dazai's just dazed and truly shocked by Chuuya for the first time since they were 15.

There's also some incredibly weird tension now because Dazai basically poured his entire heart out to Chuuya. Twice. But there's no way they'll even try to unravel whatever's going on between them now. Dazai just sits silently while Chuuya patches him up, way too relieved that everything somehow worked out.

AND THENNN we get the thing about trusting people. I mean Dazai was literally hoping that Chuuya would come back to him through the power of friendship and whatnot. I'm in headcanon hell help me.

ok i have some bsd thoughts that i need to get out of my system

imagine how much more impactful it would've been if dazai didn't know that chuuya was just pretending to be a vampire. IMAGINE THE ANGST. dazai thought that he mostly had the situation under control. sure, he couldn't control everything, but there weren't that many wild variables in the prison, right? boom fyodor reveals his hidden card, so dazai starts to get desperate. this was the one thing he wasn't prepared for. he was so sure that chuuya was going to be safe outside, and why didn't ango tell him that chuuya was turned into a vampire? but suddenly he feels the gravity changing in the elevator. maybe chuuya was still in there somewhere, maybe he could bring chuuya back to him. so that's why he starts his speech. but no, chuuya fires the shot. just as he's about to give up and hope that the ada can save the world without him, he feels the bullets being stopped right before they hit him, just like how chuuya used to stop them whenever they did their little act. AND THEN CHUUYA LAUGHS AT HIM AND PATCHES HIM UP AFTER THEY MAKE SURE THAT FYODOR WASN'T WATCHING ANYMORE AAAHHHHH

also who's gonna get transferred WAS THAT JUST A FUNNY LITTLE JOKE MORI MADE CAUSE HE WAS IN ON DAZAI'S PLAN OR WHAT HELLOOOOOOO I NEED TO KNOW

please help me find a specific piece of gojo fanart

it's a couple of pictures of gojo doing mundane stuff, there's one of him cooking, one of him sending tiktoks to nanami, one of nanami sleeping and him snoring like a freight train, and there's one where gojo's eating alone with the caption "the strongest".

I USED TO SEE IT EVERYWHERE (i think, or maybe i just kept seeing it whenever i'd scroll through my tags and stuff) AND NOW I CANT FIND IT AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE i need to find it again pls help