I Often Wonder Who Ik Irl On Here Like Does That Really Th1n Girl That Complimented My Hair When She

body positivity activists when you’re shaped somewhere in between thin and average

my stomach is flat from being -ved but the bottom. it won’t fucking LEAVE

it’s like i can’t even wear a crop top bc it looks so off

I went grocery shopping with my dad and stepmom today and all I could think about was what I’m going to buy when I’m older

Ah isn't loss of appetite the biggest blessing?

• • • •

Perhaps I feel faint, perhaps I need the focus today.

Oh but I can't.

My head is spinning, reeling, and I can't stop thinking.

But at least it gives me a break from eating.

• • • •

18 hrs of work and nonstop thought.

Tonight I will stare in the mirror, as I always do.

Exhausted.

• • • •

But euphoric. I'll trace my bones, admire my stomach's concave. Know I'm in control.

At least of this.

• • • •

More work.

Then in 24 hrs the scale will show my progress.

Tell me in thin, worthy, beautiful... right.

• • • •

Oh to be perfect, see my flaws melt away.

To finally feel proud.

nothing beats the humiliation you get when you thought you were skinny until coming to school and so many people are thinner than you

being nervous/excited is the best laxative trust

its so simple but i cant take it seriously

why do everytime I eat, even if it’s like 50 calories, feel like i’m not sick enough? or is it just me

hunger is a measure of when you should eat not how much you should eat.