Peak 3d Behaviour For Me Is Browsing Those Relatable Food Content Pages Like A Magazine Catalog And Seeing

950g nutella jars are a gift from hell

tw long ana rant

i’m so pissed off rveruday is a battle to convince myself that i need help, that i’m not a wannarexic, that my body is normal maybe a little skinny, that it’s not abt what i eat but how i think but i can’t fucking believe ANYTHING

i can’t thr0w up to save my life i can’t relate when ppl say “i could never eat all that” bc ik damn well i could. i could eat that entire plate and still be hungry for seconds. for desert.

no matter how many times i remind myself i’m literally -ving, that i’m weak and knee-deep into this ed i can’t believe it

bc i don’t look sick enough. no one can tell i’m fucked up except for my friends who probably know by now. only they know i refuse to eat yet the second i break my fast i’ll gorge on anything near me.

not all of my bones are showing yet, only the normal ones that every skinny person alr has.

no matter how many hours i’ve fasted i’ve never fainted once. sure, maybe i’ve come close to that at times but that still means no one will ever know bc they’ve never seen me do it.

every time i come into school it’s the same bullshit every. single. day i’m so tired of it

i see thinspo in all of my classes and they all wish they weren’t skinny, talking abt how they wish they looked healthier or smth

“i skipped breakfast this morning bc i forgot/wasn’t hungry”, “stop i eat sooo much idk how i’m so skinny!”, “we’re such big backs for eating chips”

SHUT UPPP

who the hell loses their appetite when they’re stressed. who loses their appetite at ALL and why does it never happen to me whether i’m binging or -ving???

when i move out i’m gonna have a big fridge full of nothing

not eating is so much easier than to stop eating

hunger is a measure of when you should eat not how much you should eat.

parents coming back home saved me from a terrible binge at 7am sharp

god what is wrong with me

hmmm yeah im actually healthier when im weak and frail rather than fed and energized why do u ask

men are so hot, I wish they were also good people.

okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?

i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.

if i ever had to omad only one food for the rest of my life it would be these cookies

they take up literally all of my afternoon every time i make them but they’re so worth it

also ignore the 500cal per cookie i need u to ignore them so u won’t go insane

Sugar Spun Run

Strawberry Cheesecake Cookies

These gourmet strawberry cheesecake cookies have a soft, graham cracker-infused base stuffed with cream cheese and strawberry jam.

pls try them on days u don’t feel awful abt food i beg

my fav thinspo recently is just looking at belly button piercings bc hard work will pay off in cuter fits ♡