Me When My Mental Illness Makes It Harder To Take Care Of Myself And My Hygiene Instead Of Making Me

JIRAIS listen, i MIGHT be leaving the community since i have been getting better like alot better, the scars that once dappled my body are gone, the cigrattes all i have thrown away, the blades are left forgotten in my jewelry box. I became more social and likeable, started to look at my body with love instead of disgust. Started eating healthy and going out. And i have been getting into the gyaru culture. Knowing that i am finally starting to feel like myself makes me wanna tear up, im happy

Btw if you're a person who is in school or at work, you are not a NEET. NEET literally stands for "not (in) education, employment, (or) training" which means kids on here who call themselves "NEETS" who still go to school? No tf you're not. Me being a NEET isn't a funny lil word trend, it's my actual life due to mental and physical disabilities, health issues, and complete lack of a support system that will ever help me return to both education and work.

You don't WANT to be a NEET, it happens TO YOU

Honestly my only purpose is spending money and being cute ^_^ I won't even be a good housewife... Just internet princess (⁠｡⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

"Stop isolating yourself at any minor thing"

NO! TOMATOES 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

sometimes i just get hit with the feeling

i wasnt supposed to make it this far

also what do i do now

what the balls

*no rights to the image*

daily affirmations

- I will own a house and decorate it just like I've been dreaming of for years

- I WILL OWN A HOUSE

- my house will have the cutest decor ever

- I will have the most peaceful house of all time

- house