JIRAIS listen, i MIGHT be leaving the community since i have been getting better like alot better, the scars that once dappled my body are gone, the cigrattes all i have thrown away, the blades are left forgotten in my jewelry box. I became more social and likeable, started to look at my body with love instead of disgust. Started eating healthy and going out. And i have been getting into the gyaru culture. Knowing that i am finally starting to feel like myself makes me wanna tear up, im happy
it's kinda annoying being asked by everyone "what do you wanna do for a living?" like girl i don't even know if i wanna be living at all
I FEAR I WILL NEVER KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHA
"and historians said they were bestest of friends" they were. they were both aro/ace and in a qpr
Shout out to me for finally figuring out all the parts of my identity
how it feels to distance from someone because you know your attachment to them is unhealthy and unrealistic:
Sometimes I get epiphanies but only for a short moment. I can physically feel my mindset shifting from a negative outlook to a positive view. Like fog clearing up. I can see, but only for a moment. So when I'm down at least I know there is a chance of me finding that place again. A mind that is clear and not muddled with hopelessness.
Me :>
*me after not showering a week* "Why do I feel so gross?"
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