Any other landmines/jirais out there with NO anons, NO huge following, NO reason to wake up every day- I mean, what?
sometimes i just get hit with the feeling
i wasnt supposed to make it this far
also what do i do now
How I feel going to another app (My entire personality changes)
I FEAR I WILL NEVER KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHA
I for one think the symbiotic relationship between Tumblr and AO3 is beautiful
when i’m hurt, i shut down, i turn into a total bitch i shut off my emotions i act differently towards everything and everyone and i hate it
I love jirais that have to work, jirais that have school, jirais that rot all day, jirais who sh, jirais who dont sh, outward explosive jirais, inward explosive jirais, younger jirais, older jirais, male jirais, female jirais, jirais who dont fit the gender binaries, jirais who wear stereotypical jirai clothes, jirais who dont wear stereotypical jirai clothes. I love all jirais
"How can you stand the fact that gross, disgusting fiction about (x topic) exists??"
It's simple, I know how to be polite and ignore fiction I'm not interested in, and I don't base my concept of morality on what I personally consider to be icky or distasteful.
How I used to feel. Maybe what I wanted was not romantic love. Maybe I just wanted to not feel lonely anymore.
I want love but I don't want to have to beg for it. Please love me too. Please acknowledge me. It's like you don't want me here anymore...are you better off without me? Is everyone better off without me?...
18. Where I spew my thoughts out for strangers to see. Vent blog/rant blog/gush blog
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