Day Five
day five
im losing weight because ive always been insecure of my body, and ive always felt massive. im broad and short, and i look so masculine i hate it. being skinny would make me feel better and honestly would make me feel more "valid" about having an 3d
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day fourteen
35kg, but id be happy at 40kg tbh
"oh u have an ed? do u mean ana?" no bitch, ALL OF THEM
revising bc i cant be fat and stupid :/
day eighteen
hashbrowns and any type of fried food basically.
"Well atleast I'm not doing drugs" I say as I do other destructive things
When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<
I like to think that the ao3 staff find out that ao3 is down from the screams of anguish on tumblr alone
day twenty five
yes, but i prefer not to, so i only do it when i have to. my first experience was when i b!nged and ate alot of high carb stuff in one go and i immediately went to go purg3
wieiad!!
breakfast- a glass of water
0 cal
lunch- a piece of gum
7 cal
dinner- chicken and rice
200 cal
purged dinner, so -200 cal and exercised for 2 hours which was -576 cal
in total, 7+200=207-776=-569
gonna try to eat as little as possible tmrw without dying
You’re really going to eat that?
(every time im about to eat, its all i hear)
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