I hate temptation. Battling with temptation. As the days go by I pray for strength that God can give me, teach me, heal me, and show me the way. Because Jesus is the truth and the way. The light. The almighty.
July 4th, 2021 10:05 p.m
On this day you chose to do something that broke my trust with you.
It ended too soon.
I am broken
I’m aching
I am feeling pain
Now I just want to be numb...
When you left me.. you replaced me in an instant like I was a no one.
You left when someone close to me had passed away.
I was left not only grieving a death of a loved one, but now a death of a relationship.
You looked me in the eyes and said I’m just like everyone else.
It seemed all along I fought for our relationship but you didn’t do the same.
You were always on my mind but I wasn’t on yours.
And even now…. You still are.
I need to get you out my head.
Annual Firefall event in Yosemite National Park.
Noctis & Prompto 🩵
Simply why I don’t speak on a person too soon, because I know in the end their colors will truly show.
Sunday Oct 11, 2020
Today I’m feeling let down and upset. I’m usually a person who suffers in silence. I don’t honestly trust anyone to talk to. Because every time I try to do the right thing and speak what’s on my mind in return I get judgment. Or no one understands. People tell me to always make sure to talk to someone when I’m feeling let down. But how can I? When in the end I just get disappointed by the responses I receive. Let down. Dear God help me! .-.
😂 it’s true and I just will always wonder why people Hesitate to come and talk to me.