Ok I’m Locked In And Riddled With Shame. Lowkey Need To Stfu

take me out back and give me the old yeller special atp i’m fed up dawg

“I desire violently, and I wait.”

— Anais Nin

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever stop feeling 15

I live for passion bro

Genuinely I love the art of passion with my whole heart. To love, or be so devoted to something that is makes your whole body light up with the spur of the soul, is so intimate and so, so beautiful.

For a long time I thought passion lied in romantic relationships, but as I grow older I realize that it is so much bigger than that. Romance is not even in the forefront of my passion. However, I do love passionately. I love my friends, I love my family, I love the arts, and I love them so, so intensely. My drive for life is simply my passion for connection, and learning more about myself and the world around me.

I love everything I think. And I am so grateful for the opportunity to be able to do so.

Everyday is a loop I’m tweaking

And I’m too stagnant to do anything about it

Whatever we ball

Wish I could be committed to literally anything

“And he left you sick when you loved him the most.”

Kyle Craft, “Lady of the Ark”

noah jupe as otis lort in honey boy (2019) dir. alma har’el

No one was harmed in the making of this moment

i should just change my name to paper tiger at this point