Getting Fucking Dunked On By My Little Sister For Existing In A Perpetual State Of Worry

forget being a royal princess, being a scene princess is way better!

see? princess celestia and luna already get it :3

i am going feral (i wanna be cuddled and listen to music together)

what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

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Them having fun:

:)

Them having fun without me:

:(

I don't know why I'm expected to be a normal, functioning person when everyone around me tried their hardest to stop me from being one.

post-post clarity when you're looking at your post on the dash like who gives a fuck. delete

"yeah man just doing a little bit of writing in my 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 journal haha"

(you look inside and it's just the words "I NEED TO BE HELD" over and over frantically scribbled all over the page)

I hate it when people ask me if I'm feeling something. Are you excited? Nervous? What do you want to watch? Do you wanna do something? Are you relieved now that it's over? Happy that you graduated? Proud to have achieved so much?

The answer is literally no. I have dysthymia, I do not care about anything nor have I for a long time. There is no point to anything so why would I have feelings related to something being important?

Thanks for reminding me that I'm empty inside though. Now I feel depressed about that so I guess I do have feelings after all. It's sure nice to graduated BSc and feel only sadness because you're not feeling happy about it.