"yeah man just doing a little bit of writing in my ๐ฏ๐ป๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ journal haha"
(you look inside and it's just the words "I NEED TO BE HELD" over and over frantically scribbled all over the page)
tryna >:3 my way into getting other trans dudes to dominate me
what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life
feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day
โabsence makes the heart grow fonderโ
absence makes me want to kms
getting misgendered by adults but universally correctly gendered by children makes me feel like some sort of fairy creature thats true form is only perceptible to children
hate spiral - HoneyLily
I used to do personality tests a lot, looking for something to tell me who I really am, an answer that's satisfying.
People would describe me and it never felt real, but who was I to dispute it?
I never felt like I knew who I was and every description of me, from golden admiration to scathing hatred, never felt like it was me.
Starry Eyed
Watercolor on Black Cotton Paper
2024, 22"x 30"
Myosotis, Forget Me Nots