🕯️manifesting this mindset🕯️
The thought of eating disgusts me.
(my) reasons to lose weight - transmasc edition <3
• lose weight on my chest
• ribs and collarbone showing
• loss of my period
• thighs not touching/less chafing
• being the small skinny boy
Me after binging
You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed
this might be the funniest ana-related warning ive ever seen
hey guys, reminder, don't jork it while you're fasting, it makes you painfully hungry 💔
YOUR 3D IS STILL VALID IF...
- u have conflicting thoughts about how to go about ur 3d
- ur not making any progress / stuck in a plateau
- ur w8 is fluctuating
- you have not been diagnosed that you have one
- ur wanting to get better / thinking abt r3c0very
- clothes are fitting a little too well (iykyk)
- ur not taking any ð1ur3tics
- you are taking a temporary 'break' from everything
- u look completely 'normal'
- your hygiene is poor
- ur not underw31ght or in the l0w ßmi range
- ur still stuck at ur hw
- you don't like / do not 3xercise regularly
- keep rel4psing
- don't drink enough water
- not seeking any attention / doing it for someone
- haven't f4st3d in a long time
- cope w/ emotions through $h
- don't fit the norms
- avoidant of your own reflection
- dissociates occasionally
- enjoys food
- doesn't count c4ls
- u don't like to r3str1ct
- overshares / undershares abt your problems
- just starting ur w8 g0al journey
- needs constant reassurance
- not willing to wear tight fitted clothes
- never worn clothes that are aimed to s3xu@l1ze ur figure
- prefers baggy clothes
- u don't enjoy following d13ts
- you procrastinate
Your 3d is still valid.
I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.
why cant i be the boy who never eats instead of the one waiting until dinner
I can't stress this enough.
If someone's actively ⭐ving themselves and goes from 260lbs to 220-200, THAT IS DANGEROUS AND THAT IS SICK. No they're not ✨skinneyy✨ but they're severe disordered and it scares me cause are they getting help? NO.
So let's get this straight, someone weighs 145lbs, loses 45lbs = You're now sick and deserve help.
And someone who's 260lbs, loses 90lbs = "you're at normal weight you're doing good."
YOU.CAN.DIE.AT.ANY.WEIGHT.
It's not a weight disorder.
EVERY POUND YOU LOSE FROM DOING THIS TO YOURSELF SPEAKS FOR YOUR DISORDER. NEVER QUESTION IT.
You're valid, I see you and I really do hope my plus size sufferers are safe... Stay safe, ALL OF YOU.