Just An Experiment. Reblog If You Actually Give A Fuck About Male Victims Of Domestic Violence And Rape.

I've been out of commission so to the stomach flu. But I'm back now. I apologize for my absence.

It's not much but this is what I've eaten since the 25th. I also had a bowl of soup that I forgot to photograph.

I'll be posting more often now that I'm feeling better.

I just wanted to show you what I made today. I know it's not aesthetic but I want to create a little reminder that we can't find joy in the small things in this up coming year of stress while also motivating myself to actually eat. I'm recovering from a eating disorder and I want to be able to look back at my progress and be proud of how far I've come.

It's salt and pepper chicken with black berry sauce and honey yeast rolls. Paired with orange tea.

March 2th.

I was on the move the whole day and didn't have time. I had three gummies worms, a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. And Gatorade from a quick trip and peach water.

What I photograph on my walk. May 9th.

My first two walls after being sick for over a month. I'm not a hundred percent but I'm getting there.

it's okay to be fat

it's okay to gain weight

it's okay to fit your clothes

it's okay to need a bigger size

it's okay to feel your thighs touch

it's okay to have belly rolls

it's okay to have stretch marks

you don't have to be skinny to be pretty.

what I've been eating the last couple days.

Tomato soup with egg noodle. Coconut water with pulp and sparkling water. What I didn't photograph was the two pieces of homemade cake. The three chocolate chip cookies. The random pieces of bread and the four marshmallows I eat straight out of the bag. And the concerning amount of pasta I've eaten all week. I need to go shopping so I've just been scrounging. I did eat a bit more sugar then I probably should have but I refuse to feel bad about it. I'm enjoying getting my appetite back after being sick.

Here's some things I photograph today.

your ed is just as valid if you don’t enjoy hunger. valid if you aren’t a white teenage girl. valid if you aren’t uw. valid if you eat junk and sweets. valid if you don’t purge. valid if you don’t exercise. valid if you do high res. valid if you don’t fast. valid if you have never passed out. valid if you enjoy the taste of food. valid if you don’t like diet coke. valid if your suffering isn’t all perfectly aesthetic and dainty and serene.

This is what I've eaten through the week or so. I kinda slowed down but I'm back now.

Rice and chicken with chilli orange sauce. Pancakes with milk. The summer sausage paired with a bear claw and maple doughnut. A can of pineapple. A box of raisins. And the last bit of sausage.

It's all a bit random but I went shopping so I'll have healthier food to share next time.