I had honeyed bread and two wild berry poptarts for breakfast.
Walked a mile to and from to my local store and bought a smoothie, energy and a bag of licorice.
I don't recommend the licorice I only eat a few. The energy drink was delicious. The smoothie was okay.
I made me and a friend dinner. Steamed egg with spinach and carrots on the side. Plus one piece of ham.
I finished the day with a bowl of cereal and yogurt.
Homemade sauce and meatballs with store bought noodles. Lemon water and candied lemon peels.
A white tailed doe with her fawn and yearling.
I absolutely loved watching them grow over the years. Unfortunately the young buck in this photo was struck by truck and passed.
I also had chicken noodle soup but I forgot to photograph it.
Broccoli salad for lunch and fired egg, ham and blueberry pancakes.
A relapse doesn’t erase the progress you made by staying clean.
If you’ve been clean for a day, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a week, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for a month, I’m proud of you.
If you’ve been clean for longer, I’m proud of you.
If you relapsed after being clean for a while, I’m proud of you for staying clean however long you did. A relapse isn’t the end of the world. I’m still proud of you for everything you did to try to stay clean.
If you have tried to stay clean and failed, I’m proud of you for trying. It’s hard, I know. Don’t give up. I’m proud of you.
No matter what, I’m proud of you. I’m proud of you for everything. I’m proud of you for being alive right now. Don’t say you don’t deserve this, because you do. You very much do.
Thank you for existing.
Some months back while I was walking down the highway in the pouring rain just for something to do.
And an ambulance drove past me which isn't a strange occurrence because of the state I live in. There's a lot of violence and drugs use here.
And I stopped on the shoulder to let the ambulance pass without worrying about me jumping in front of it because that has actually happened. And I don't know what possessed me to do this but I waved at them. And I watched in horror as the driver's face went pale and his face just dropped while he was looking at me.
About twenty or thirty feet down the road towards the hospital they slowed down and turned off the emergency lights.
For those who don't know that means the patient has passed in the ambulance and they're too far from the hospital to continuing resuscitating you. It happens the most with D. N. R patients.
And this paramedic has had some kind of grudge against me since then because everything he passes me. I get the rudest looks for him.
Pardon the back ground. I had already walked a couple miles and I was passing through a trailer park.
Not the best outfit and I lost my belt at the time.
Ignore the nail polish, my girl friend wanted to match and her man didn't want to. I don't think he likes me very much but the feeling is mutual.