A Relapse Doesn’t Erase The Progress You Made By Staying Clean.

I got a new ring about a month back or so and I wanted to know what everyone thought. It's the one on my index finger.

Ignore the nail polish, my girl friend wanted to match and her man didn't want to. I don't think he likes me very much but the feeling is mutual.

Small rant!!

If someone SH's for attention it doesn't mean you can start just...IGNORING THAT PERSON'S ISSUES?!?!?! IF SOMEONE SH'S FOR ATTENTION IT'S STILL SH AND JUST AS BAD AS SOMEONE SH'ING BECAUSE THEY FEEL DEPRESSED. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING A METER ON HOW BAD SH IS BASED ON THE REASON. IF SOMEONE DOES IT FOR ATTENTION, THE ROOT CAUSE IS STILL A MENTAL ILLNESS/SOMETHING IS DEF STILL WRONG AND THEY DESERVE THE SAME AMOUNT OF CARE AND LOVE AS PEOPLE WHO SH FOR OTHER REASONS.

SH IS SH. NO MATTER THE REASON OF DOING IT. AND EVERYONE WHO DOES IT DESERVES TO BE SEEN AND DESERVES HELP AND LOVE AND CARE.

Hello everyone. I wanted to show you what I've been eating for the past week or so.

Some toast I didn't finish, hibiscus tea, some pasta with tomato sauce with extra onion and garlic, stale bread but it still tastes fine, steamed eggs with spinach, and cherry blossoms tea.

I hope everyone is doing well. I just wanted to say I appreciate everyone who likes or interacts with my posts. It means a lot.

The duality of bread. I cooked them at the same time but one didn't rise.

I feel like this flower deserves its own post. I've never seen a flower look so cartoonish before.

First food of the day. It's 6:42 in the evening but it's all good.

Lettuce and spinach salad with ranch and cheese. A piece of fried chicken seasoned with paprika, salt and pepper. Paired with hibiscus tea. I really enjoy loose leaf tea but it's so expensive.

This is what I've eaten through the week or so. I kinda slowed down but I'm back now.

Rice and chicken with chilli orange sauce. Pancakes with milk. The summer sausage paired with a bear claw and maple doughnut. A can of pineapple. A box of raisins. And the last bit of sausage.

It's all a bit random but I went shopping so I'll have healthier food to share next time.

5/12/2025.

Getting scrutinized by a police helicopter while listening to the apparition by sleep token was not on my bingo card.

A guy that I'm fairly familiar with kept reving his engine up and down the road while I was trying to journal and after about the fifth pass he finally got the highway patrol's attention.

So after getting pulled over he waited until the cop was halfway to his car, this man peeled out and flew down the highway.

And I wish I was joking but seven cars went after him. Quiet a few sheriffs but a few highway patrol's. And then I don't know if he crashed or he caused the crash but two cars collided right by a school and a ambulance and fire truck was sent out there.

A police helicopter was issued to help find the guy and it flew so low to inspect me I got hit with some rotor wash which felt quiet nice because I was cooking in the humidity. So that's fine.

I would like to apologize for my long absence. It wasn't my intention to be away for such a time. April 12th.

I had some decaffeinated tea on the right and some homemade chia seeds pudding with half a banana.

Not the ideal meal but I was incredibly busy.

By the way if you enjoy drinking tea especially loose leaf tea I highly recommend you try this brand. It's my new personal favorite.