Small Rant!!

what I've been eating the last couple days.

Tomato soup with egg noodle. Coconut water with pulp and sparkling water. What I didn't photograph was the two pieces of homemade cake. The three chocolate chip cookies. The random pieces of bread and the four marshmallows I eat straight out of the bag. And the concerning amount of pasta I've eaten all week. I need to go shopping so I've just been scrounging. I did eat a bit more sugar then I probably should have but I refuse to feel bad about it. I'm enjoying getting my appetite back after being sick.

Today I made some steak accidently well done with some steamed eggs. Late I made potato cubes fried in low oil. Par with some lovely orange tea.

i love u if ur disability/mental illness/etc makes you do things that are "gross" to others.

bedrotting, wetting, having messy rooms, not bathing, i love you. its okay and i love you.

February, 18th. I didn't do much today.

My breakfast and dinner. Steamed egg with broccoli and carrots paired with lemon water.

For breakfast I had bread with strawberry jelly, a repulsive breakfast burrito that I feed to some stray cats and some ham.

it's okay to be fat

it's okay to gain weight

it's okay to fit your clothes

it's okay to need a bigger size

it's okay to feel your thighs touch

it's okay to have belly rolls

it's okay to have stretch marks

you don't have to be skinny to be pretty.

two truths:

healing is hard

healing is worth it

April 16th. My deepest apologies. There has been a death and I have set up drafts to post for me.

I made different soups and a begal with cottage cheese and some cereal. Most of these pictures have to been taken one the 10th and 11th.

I just want to thank everyone who interacts with my posts. I truly do appreciate everyone.

I had honeyed bread and two wild berry poptarts for breakfast.

Walked a mile to and from to my local store and bought a smoothie, energy and a bag of licorice.

I don't recommend the licorice I only eat a few. The energy drink was delicious. The smoothie was okay.

I made me and a friend dinner. Steamed egg with spinach and carrots on the side. Plus one piece of ham.

I finished the day with a bowl of cereal and yogurt.

February 18th.

I had cereal. Half a hot pocket and spinach salad. Some soup I made and peaches for dessert. Then for snack. I had a grain bar and raspberry lemonade.

I would like to apologize for my long absence. It wasn't my intention to be away for such a time. April 12th.

I had some decaffeinated tea on the right and some homemade chia seeds pudding with half a banana.

Not the ideal meal but I was incredibly busy.

By the way if you enjoy drinking tea especially loose leaf tea I highly recommend you try this brand. It's my new personal favorite.