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I got his autographhhh

In a lot of my DRs, if I ever get asked by someone why I love my S/O, there is a single response that works across the board and I get to quote Jessica Rabbit!

Seriously, I am so glad that shifting exists because this reality is so messed up

“you should appreciate this reality more, it might help!”

me: *takes a good hard look at this reality* uhm… no <3

why appreciate the reality where people’s rights are being taken away when i can be in a reality where things like homophobia, racism, ableism, etc. don’t exist? 🤨

i'm v curious — what's the routine that's helping you become a master shifter? 👀

I just decide I am one, that’s it.

Sometimes, if I want or to have fun, I affirm to REMIND myself (so NOT to convince my mind of it) and maybe listen to my subliminals.

No more worrying if I’ll shift/manifest or not, there’s literally no chance that I will fail, I am the creator so that’s ME who decides how things go.

I’ll do a mental diet, flipping my negative thoughts into positive ones in my absolute favour, no more wavering, only full belief and discipline.

You can do this with me, and update whenever you like and tagging me :) let’s go get our dream reality.

Manifesting that whoever reads this will shift in the next 24 hours

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WE ARE master shifters.

You can cry.

You're allowed to cry, you're allowed to rest, you're allowed to roll in bed and wish to stay there for a minute, you're allowed to stop being productive in some time, you're allowed to take a break from shifting and from everything.

You're allowed to allow your body to calm itself, to understand that the reality is near, nothing of those I mentioned above will tent your life, nothing at all.

Because you know it yourself, you found shifting for a reason, home is always where your heart will be, head on their shoulder, sharing earphones, walking in the rain, finally having that burden off your shoulder.

I'm proud of you ml, you've gone long enough, and let me see you truly get whatever you want, whether it's the void, manifesting or revising something, shifting or anything of sort.

You're valid, and think of how your younger self would feel to know they achieved something their little heart wanted for so long.

Xoxo. Coco

My drama club was just playing this song yesterday, this is some kind of sign

shifting songs day 67 !

all shifting songs

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pink pony club ⭒ chappell roan

“i know you wanted me to stay, but i can’t ignore the crazy visions of me in L.A., and i heard that there’s a special place where boys and girls can all be queens every single day”

“i’m having wicked dreams of leaving Tennessee, hear Santa Monica, i swear it’s calling me”

“i’m just having fun on the stage in my heels, it’s where i belong”

“every night’s another reason why i left it all, i thank my wicked dreams, a year from Tennessee, oh, Santa Monica, you’ve been too good to me”

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how to shift like it’s second nature

shifting is not an escape plan. you are not tunneling out of your reality with a plastic spoon. you are not bargaining with the universe for permission to exist elsewhere. shifting is natural. instinctive. something you were built to do.

𓂃🖊 stop making it complicated. you did not have to read a 300-page manual on how to dream as a child. you did not have to ‘earn’ the ability to imagine. shifting is just as simple. your mind already knows how to take you where you want to go. let it.

𓂃🖊 stop thinking of your current reality as a cage. there are no walls. no locks. no force keeping you in place except the belief that you are stuck. shifting is not about ‘breaking out.’ it’s about stepping through. like opening a book. like turning your head. that easy.

𓂃🖊 let go of ‘waiting.’ there is nothing to wait for. no perfect moment. no ideal circumstances. no checklist to complete before you can shift. if you act like it’s in the future, it will stay in the future. decide that it is now. and it will be.

𓂃🖊 stop overthinking. You don’t stand over your garden all day, waiting for the flowers to bloom. You plant the seeds, water them, and trust that they’ll grow at their own pace. Shifting works the same way—once you’ve set your intention, it’s already on its way. trust that it is happening without hovering over it like an anxious supervisor.

𓂃🖊 the universe is not testing you. you are not jumping through hoops to prove yourself worthy of another reality. you are not being graded on technique. shifting is not about effort. it is about surrender. drop the struggle. release the overthinking. allow it to be easy.

𓂃🖊 start trusting yourself. stop second-guessing. the second you declare that shifting is easy, that you are good at it, that you have already done it—you are. shifting does not reward struggle. it rewards certainty. decide you can, and you will.

𓂃🖊 shifting does not require ‘proof.’ you don’t need to feel tingles. you don’t need to float. you don’t need a neon sign from the universe confirming that it’s working. shifting happens in the quiet, in the effortless, in the assumption that it already has.

𓂃🖊 be the person who shifts effortlessly. the one who doesn’t doubt, doesn’t obsess, doesn’t wait. the one who moves through realities as easily as breathing.

so take a breath. let go. and go where you want to be.

I need to script the chat gpt thing into my DRs

I love drama so much that I've scripted like twenty of my unreleased songs are going to be leaked. songs that I never wanted anyone to hear because they're personal.

why would I ever make a dr where insane chaos doesn't happen just so I can be entertained?

like even in my CR, I crave drama and chaos.

I am not going to have a perfect happy time every day in my DR, and that just makes it more fun to me.

people shifting on accident and then being absolutely mind boggled is my fav genre

do you have any advice for someone who has been setting intention (using subs as well) to wake up in dr and still waking up here? i know by saying that i am technically going against what i should be doing but i struggle with mental health so i assume that it won't affect my shifting journey.

HI ML, okay so, first of all, "negative thoughts and mental struggles" cannot impacts your journey unless it's the thought of "I'm never going to shift/ I can never enter my Dr"

You sound like you already placed a metaphor that whenever you do that, you'll wake up in your CR, because going to sleep with only the hope of "I wish/ I hope I would wake up" will get you a 0.01 chance of actually waking up there, why? It's not backed up by genuine belief of laying back and letting it work.

If you wish for an apple to appear in front of you on the desk, and nothing happens? It's your assumptions that is only backed up by hope and nothing else, you have to back it up by simply saying.

"so there is an apple, and it's there, why worry? Why do I care? It's literally just an apple."

Same thing with realities, I know, I know we all want to go home so bad and be there for once, but my love you need to understand that your mindset needs a shift, needs one click of realization that you can most definitely just sleep and wake up there.

Why'd you think people on their success stories say "I just set the intention and i woke up there!"

Sounds weird? Not at all, they didn't back it up with hope, they backed it up by belief and knowledge that yes they'll wake up there.

Almost like the night before you sleep your mother will tell you she'll wake you up for a dentist appointment, so obviously you go to sleep with that knowledge, and when you wake up? You already know you have a dentist appointment.

GOOD LUCK

Some people do not understand how manifestation works 💀 if I say I’m a master shifter then it means I am one, no matter if I use a method or not, no matter if I shifted or not. I’m still a master shifter no matter what.

Umm my sister and I want to date the same celebrity in our fame DR-

mizuno ami / sailor mercury

sailor moon / usagi tsukino

the best duo 🤭

manifesting is just affirming until you have it and i’m tired of y’all pretending it isn’t 🥱

maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me

gaining consciousness in my arrowverse dr for what felt like only three minutes (but i suspect it was longer..)

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i was desperate. yet again.. if you remember my first post on a successful shift (where i opened my eyes) i had gone to sleep in desperation and intense desire to leave this reality. and the reason i bring this up? so that you know how easy and how capable it is to shift, even in the throws of desperation

it was a standard story — i stayed up late, contemplated existence, had a random burst of motivation to write 2k words for one of my fics, sat and stared at the wall while imagining edits to the music i was listening to, got distracted by barry allen edits before finally deciding to lay my head on the pillow and actually make an attempt

i chose an alunir meditation (the one for waiting rooms bcs that’s my main goal) before getting comfortable and allowing myself to relax

the problem is . i had a hard time relaxing.. tossing and turning, random joints spontaneously feeling itchy, distracted thoughts and an overall sense of despondency . but i persevered :/

i dipped in and out of sleep a couple of times and the last thing i remember is getting bothered by my earbuds and nudging them out of my ears before i completely blank out

i don’t know when i started to feel myself waking up again, but i do know how and why .. i could feel another presence beside me. i could feel the mattress dip down and the relaxed sigh of someone who just got into their bed after a long and tiring day

looking back on it now .. i’m surprised how normal?? that felt??

normally i only act this way in my cr with my parents like when my mum comes into my room for some extra crash when she’s going to get groceries, or my dad needs to borrow a charger. i’ll be asleep but i’ll be mentally awake, and i’ll hear their shuffling and recognise their footsteps, so i’ll be completely relaxed albeit a little annoyed by the noise

it’s baffling yet reassuring, the way that there is such normalcy, such seamless existence, between one reality and another i mean IT FELT LIKE IT HAD HAPPENED SO MANY TIMES BEFORE (and IT PROBABLY DID) this was probably something so normal for my dr and my life there

as i felt that sense of consciousness and mental awareness start to kick in, i noticed the faintest sound of cars on roads, a few light horns, just the constant white noised hum of traffic (and i can’t explain this in any other way but) it felt like a state of calm to me. it felt like something i should always expect. i honestly didn’t notice it until i heard a very distinct horn of a truck and then it went back to being the natural form of background noise

at this point, i don’t even know what i was thinking. the only thought i had was sleep. getting more sleep, going back to sleep, staying asleep . sleep

i must have moved or shuffled, i must have done something to indicate my slowly waking self because i was quickly tucked back under the sheets, a soft “shh” whispered against the back of my neck, gentle hands weaving their fingers through my hair and it felt like i was floating yet completely cushioned by some cloud of comfort

^ reading that over . it would sound scary and psychotic if i wasn’t so comfortable with my surroundings aksjdjskdk like, i knew that i could trust this person? i didn’t even remember his name bcs i was so exhausted but i was like “oh. it’s him, i love him… i’m tired” [starts relaxing again]

it felt so fucking relaxing .. it felt like i could sleep for eternity with not a worry in the world, it felt like every stressor was alleviated from my mind with every stroke of his fingers through my hair

and what made it all more worth it than it already was — he quietly started to hum

it was strangely unfamiliar yet so familiar at the same time, it was a melody i’d heard over and over again and yet i couldn’t quite place it but that was probably bcs my body was forcing me to go back to sleep

i really didn’t have much of a choice in the matter unfortunately :/

believe me, as soon as i woke up back here, i wanted to go back there, i wanted to return to that moment of peace, keep it in a capsule of love and take it with me everywhere, i want to paint it onto the canvas of my heart and keep it framed for good bcs i will never forget how complete i felt in that moment

maybe if i had known, maybe if i had been more awake to recognise that i had shifted, that i was in my arrowverse dr, that it was BARRY who had probably just returned from patrol and was finally going to sleep, it was BARRY who had brushed the curls of my hair with a touch so soft it felt like velvet, it was BARRY who’s voice carried me off into the sweetest slumber that cannot be compared

bcs when i tell you that waking up here was JARRING?? i’m not shitting you . i heard my air con, and the neighbourhood cat and i was thrown back into this life with a jolt.

it’s like i relaxed so much, it became too much? that’s the only explanation i can think of

i just stayed on my back, staring at the dark abyss of my room’s ceiling, regulating my mind

i could hear barry in my head but it was different, it was like a memory, bcs at this point it is a memory — i lived something without realising and now all i’ve got is the memory..

i sat up and checked my phone to see that it was 3:24 in the morning, meaning i had officially turned 21 and the birthday blues hit me full swing

bcs i had done it again, i’d shifted, i’d accomplished what i’d wanted, and while i felt happy, i still feel this void.. bcs it felt so NICE and i want to go back so badly

and that’s what i plan to do

anyway, some odd things that i noticed upon waking up here — my headphones (which i remember pulling out of my ears) were now safely back in their case. again. (this has happened before) so i’m assuming my cr-self did it but idk why i can’t remember, idk why i didn’t get the memory download ..

anyway, another thing, the song? THE SONG !! i remembered it instantly (maybe cuz in this reality i actually woke up fully conscious) it was WONDERWALL BY OASIS

safe to say it has been on repeat all day

(specifically the cover by zella day bcs apparently i already had it downloaded?? i remember being obsessed w this cover back in 2019 and now it means smth completely different to me, smth more personal)

idk what to make of this shift, i wasn’t even intending to shift to this dr, i was planning on going to my waiting room but i guess my subconscious was thinking abt barry (probably bcs of all the edits and working on my arrowverse fic)

i can still hear his voice and it’s such a soothing memory :(

idk why i feel such a void in me when logically, i knew i succeeded in accomplishing my goal.. but i’m gonna try and use this as a form of motivation for how much power our subconscious has on us, bcs i may have been intending to shift to my wr, but i genuinely needed this shift to my arrowverse dr

it was helpful in a way i can’t quite put into words, but to try : it rejuvenated me

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STOP WITH THE VICTIM MENTALITY

No, seriously. What are you going to gain with throwing yourself pity parties?

"I can't do"

"Why haven't i...?"

"I've been persisting, but..."

I know. It can be frustrating sometimes. Desperately wanting something to be apart of you. Something you know will solve all your worries, make you happy, and at peace. Remember how that will be nice. I don't need to say anything else, you know enough.

It's okay. We're human. Sometimes, we have to let our emotions out. Cry it all out if you must. Affirm it doesn't matter. You have everything you ever wanted. IT. IS. YOURS. ALREADY. Move on with that in mind. It's literally inevitable.

Shifting has made me realize how much I really want to live. I actually want to do so much. I want to know worlds and instruments and languages and people and careers. I want to experience everything over and over and over again

And after all, it's really possible

Just a daily reminder. You can react to the 3D, you can have emotions, and feelings, it wont mess anything up 🫶🏾

Stop waiting for your manifestation.

It's honestly surprising to see how many people who practices Law of assumption, that know all of their Power as god of their own reality just underestimate or ignore it. You can have it now, literally, NOW, but the only reason is that you're not letting It happen.

One thing that a lot of people do is start manifest but thinking on future. Imagining their desires but in future, they see their desire as something that will happen on future, like ??? For god's sake. Everything happens here and NOW. the whole things is think as if you already have... because you do. Time is a ilusion! When you create something in your 4D, It instantly happens on 3d, but think as if: you are re-watching a movie, you watch it again knowing what happens on the end right? Think like this with your manifestation, you Just know you'll have it, in a way or another, because everything you assume as Reality, boom, happened, everything is instantly, EVERYTHING.

You're the lit god of your reality, the operant power, the one who WRITE your whole life as you want and you gonna just... push it aside? It's not a tumblr post, a YouTube video or whatever that is going to give you the key because you are the key! You're everything, you're consciousness, so WAKE THE FUCK UP and recognize that all you need is you. You manifest Instantly, you just cover your eyes to it. So accept you already have it, RECOGNIZE that you have it because it's already created.

There's nothing to do

You don't need to affirm like a robot, script like a maniac, or ignore the 3D. The only thing you have to do is decide. The same way you choose to read this post, decide you already have it. And this can look like faking until you make it, but is not. It is just your perception of things, bc there are no rules, no limitations. Just the ones you decide.

𖤐✮⋆˙♱ HOW TO ASSUME INSTANTLY ♱˙⋆✮ ✮𖤐

You assume it on knowing that it has already happened. There is no “how” because it is not an effort, it is a natural state. You simply know that you already have it. In the same way that you know your name without having to constantly reaffirm it, you know that you already have everything you want.

If you feel yourself questioning or doubting, go back to the feeling of already being the person who has it. Ask yourself: If I already had it all right now, how would I feel? How would I think? What would I do? And just embody that version of you.

Just affirm it, feel it and don't contradict it. And if you have to do something contrary or think something contrary, >know< in the exactly same way that it doesn't change anything. Accept that It's simple and easy.

eid mubarak‼️