Thinking Of Him,

I’ve grown tired of trying to gain your attention, it’s obvious that you do not reciprocate. I deserve better.

i am having those thoughts again…

i just want to belong to someone…

any applications??? ❤️

happy birthday to me. 21.

she will not take him from me.

i will destroy her.

Trigger Warning

i laid down on the hard sidewalk, staring at the stars while tears filled up in my eyes.

I impulsively messaged a old fp & while he instantly responded with positivity like he always has.

Simultaneously, my current fp messaged me back, responding to my response of his story on insta. 

I don’t even know why I’m crying, sure, maybe it’s because my dad has cancer, my childhood friend/bully died the other day, my uncle is in the hospital after being found unconscious on the floor, we are being kicked out our apartment, and im here weeping over stupid shit like why doesn’t he love me back…

i love u Poptart.

always.

hope you feel better soon <3

thank you so much. it means a lot.

I know online PD quizzies ain’t shit. But some of the questions for this test are fucking weird. Like what does being interested in art for a magazine cover have anything to do with personality disorders? Lmao

hi, Im still alive. Just going through stuff. Still with my darling.

I tried my best for you.