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Ok, so here is my first post about halloween with the outfits that I made for my candies and their lovers. I decided to include my best boi Nevra because I didn’t want Helene to be alone. The thing it that I included him too late so… you will see later.

In the first photo-like thing we have all of then and the rest are just couples.

For Alice and Ren I thought about some outfits inspired by “The Phantom of The Opera”, Alice being Christine and Ren being Erik (The Phantom). 

For Helene and Nevra, I didn’t really made a couple costume. Helene is a Grim Reaper and Nevra can be anything from just a crow who can become a human or, or maybe a mysterious gentleman who is related with the underground world (Uuuu… spooky)

For Alan and Rose it’s simple, he is a demon and she is a vampire.

The story is that uh… they organized a party in this house who is owned by Rose (she used to live there, but now she doesn’t anymore) and that’s it. Maybe something scary will happen, maybe not. Who knows?

The costumes for the boys are from Yume100 wiki, Rose’s base is from this group (I think, I mean I found it there, but I don’t know if it’s anymore) and Helene’s base it’s from this group. Other stuff are from Love Nikki game and some from this group and this one. (sorry I sinned).

I will also post a edit, a drawing and a pack, but that in the next days, I hope.

2017 - 2018 - 2018 - 2019 - 2020

For 2020 I didn’t the board with a drawing from every month to show my growing, but I wanted to do something else related with my grow and I always wanted to do something like this, so I am doing it kkkkk 

Neshaa is the character that since when I started was my personal challenge and, at the same time, my main source of proud. It’s through her that anyone can see my grow, see my struggle, my mistakes and my screamly changes. She’s like that mark that I hit again and again at least once in a year, in a way that May, who came far after, couldn’t. 

2020 was the year when I stopped drawing, I felt stuck, I still feel stuck… but I stopped and I’ve decided that 2021 I would go back, I would start again. But to start again, I needed to look back a little bit and find value once again in the artist that I always wanted to be. 

I hope 2021 I mark another step through her too. And this post is a reminder to myself that even if I started from low, from the bottom, I need to just keep climbing, I will not see the changes at first, but the longer I keep going, soon they will come into view and I will know. Just like I know when I put all of those together and side to side.  

thank you so much Faaaaaaa <3 you didn't have to make me cry though T-T

also 9 and 15 with Nathaniel (but you don't have to accept both of course)

I hope you liked it!!

1 – Make up after a fight and 15 – Can you just kiss me? (NathanielxCandy)

I was still furious with Nathaniel. Our conversation, or rather, our breakfast little war, still fresh and bitter in my mouth.

It hadn't improved at all during the day, not when Cozy Bear had been full of lovebirds who clearly hadn't yelled at each other before stopping for a Mocha or milkshake. If anything, Valentine’s day moods had only aggravated my state of spirit.

So much that when I was going home, I was ready for the second round of our fight. I was actually anticipating have the chance to tell him everything stuck in my throat for weeks!

Angrily I opened the door of our apartment, expecting to find it empty, like always, he was never home by the time I normally came home, but this time, White hasn’t come to welcome me like usual.

Instead, before I could fully open the door, I was welcomed with a delicious smell of tomato sauce, oregano, and pasta, together with another subtle fragrance of something else. Immediately my eyes went for the kitchen’s island, finding it set for dinner with a huge bouquet of white and red roses on the side in a crystal vase with water.

A little gasp escaped from me, when I took it all in at once… what? A meowing brought my attention down to a White with a big red ribbon behind her head.

“What’s happening, White? Did you plan it all by yourself?” I couldn’t keep the grin away from my face when I went pet her head “You didn’t have to.” I told her, big blue eyes looking lovely at me.

“She didn’t, but I did have to.” I raised my head to see my boyfriend casually leading on the door frame of our room, dressed like he normally would on our night-ins.

“Your conscience finally had a good conversation with you?” The joke came out rude and dry, my grin dead on my lips.

“You can call Amber that.” Nathaniel shrugged, having the sense of showing some remorse. “She brought to my attention that’s just so much a woman can take…” He looked me in the eyes, golden liquid and burning eyes, “… in a relationship if she feels underappreciate and how you have been there for me in basically all my worst moments, without ever turning your back… always believing in me, even when I have done nothing to deserve your faith on me.”

Hands extended towards me, Nathaniel tentatively approached, probably testing whether I would grab the coat rack and try to hit him with it. But, I did no move to grab anything, I waited.

“I’m sorry.” When he saw the scorn on my face, he shook his head, “No, I really am sorry. I’m a ‘real pain in the ass’ and everything else you called me this morning.” Big and strong hands reached for mine “Things need to change. I want them to change.”

I sighed. It was exactly what I needed to hear from him. I let him gently pull me closer, our eyes still locked on one another.

“You better,” I told him, my arms going around his neck, my fingers playing with the back of his blonde hair. “Now, can you kiss me?”

Nathaniel gave me a handsome crooked grin, his stare going down and fixed on my mouth.

“When you ask me like that so nicely…”

I slapped him lightly in the shoulder, making that cocky jerk laugh. Our lips met need and longing pouring from both of us, in a passionate and brusque kiss. Hands going mad with pulling, grabbing, and sliding between our bodies, impatient to give a proper ending to yet another fight. I wasn’t expecting no more fights. When you’re in a relationship, fights came in with the package.

However, I wanted to believe in him once more, I wanted to believe in us. Because I knew what was like to be apart, the void, the grief… and before going through it all again, I rather make sure to exhaust all possibilities before I live for the rest of my life being haunted by the ghost of “what could have been if only…”.

That’s why, when he pulled away, his strong arms tight around me, holding me close like I was the most precious treasure in his life, I couldn’t help but smile again “I love you.”

“I love.” Kiss in the nose, “love” between my eyebrows, “love, love, and love” more kisses scattered over in a few points of my face, just stopping when the only place he hasn’t kissed yet were my lips “I love you too.” Nathaniel said back, giving me the softest of the kisses and I believed in him.

Cuddling; bathing / showering; first time (Candy x Rayan)

first part of this request here, and now comes the second!

1. cuddling

Rayan likes cuddling, mostly after having sex or before falling asleep

given how he's much bigger than Candy, he's the big spoon usually, but he secretly loves if he can be the little spoon

hugging Candy from sideways, laying next to each other with her head on his chest is also a common position, though Rayan isn't a big fan of it as his arm becomes numb soon

11. bathing / showering

the bathroom is Rayan's thinking place, he literally spends half of his life there, just staring at the wall

bathing together? he's not againts it, but he's definitely surprised when Candy proposes it

they don't shower together every day, because Rayan needs his "thinking place", but he ends up growing fond of it when they do. he wouldn't give up the chance to wash Candy's body, he's sure to be thorough

12. first time

(I have no idea how their first time looked like in UL, this is my imagined scenario for it)

those lingering glances and secret kisses are not enough, the two of them need each other and they agree on meeting up at Rayan's place somewhere towards the half / end of the school year

Rayan is older so he's more experienced in this matter, he knows his way around Candy's body, though he doesn't dominate her fully, they are more "equal"

they spend the rest of the night in each others' arms, but Rayan regrets it in the morning, and he tries to be away from Candy for some time

don't get me wrong, it's not that he didn't enjoy it, but he know well what it could mean for both of them if someone realised they are together

when university is over and they are openly together, they are more courageous in the bed, now not being afraid of getting caught

I just found this, and although I maybe won't be able to do it daily until my exams are over, this would be the perfect chance for me to get back into writing!

Dykecember!

For the month of December I'll be doing my own little version of ink/kinktober and writing nothing but lesbian ficlets for the whole month.

Here's the prompt list I'll be working off and anyone who also wants to participate in any way or work off the prompt list themselves should feel free to do so

thank you so much Fa T-T

Sorry for taking so long @imlokigodofhorses​, I had to prepare the gostel before spreading the word around properly!! 

@draconess-tania​ kinda asked for Candlelight and Roses and since you didn’t give me any element to set the request, I decided to mix them together a little bit. I just left out the “Slow Dance”. I hope you two don’t mind it!!

This one came out a little bit long, with 1.806 words. However, this one came out fun, cute and very well grounded! 

5 – Ring and 8 - Reminisce about the first time you uttered, “I love you.”(RayanxCandy)

Stepping out from our bedchambers, my feet found the delicate pink hair while my eyes adjusted to the dim golden light of the candles settle around the small living room. The fireplace was lit, cracking softly into the rustic and luxurious decorated space. My eyes found the trail of the rose petals in the dark, leading to the terrace’s door.

I knew the night was bound to be romantic; that was what Rayan said early, and knowing my boyfriend just the way I did, he would do anything in his power to make it unforgettable.

With a fluttering heart and a surely silly smile in my face, I followed the soft path, the bar of my dress dragging along some of petals with each step.

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Can we still ask you about one shot/ headcanons of Eldarya? 💜

of course! I know I haven’t written a lot lately, school’s really weighing on me, but I’m open to requests and even if I can’t promise a date, I’ll do my best to finish it as soon as possible and get it posted ❤️

favorite memory from prime mcl time?

I... don’t really know what you mean as “prime MCL time”? but I guess HSL, since I know many people enjoyed that season the most

sadly, I wasn’t here around that time. I started playing in 2016 (I think? I don’t remember anymore), then stopped when UL aired (I got mad at losing Kentin, okay???? 😭). I only came back around a year ago and that’s when I really joined the fandom as well

I don’t know if this counts as “favourite memory”, but the expos and goodies (including the mangas) are something I really miss, even if I haven’t personally experienced them, they sound truly amazing! also, not an exact memory as well, but I 100% support the change of the art style (illustrations and sprites); they look much better this way

as much as I quit because of UL, I’m a bit sad that I wasn’t part of the fandom then, since I can still see so many posts from that time. amazing fanarts, fanfictions, the fans interacting with each other... it might be because there are less things from the HSL era on Tumblr, but for me it seems like the golden time of the fandom was during UL

so yeah, I don’t have many memories and I’m also not sure I understood and answered your question correctly 😂 if not, I’m sorry, my brain is completely drained

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Alright then, I’m done with the Kinktober writings. I know that October isn’t techincally over, but I have school and I also started writing something else 👀

I don’t take any more requests for Kinktober, but if you sent something and I didn’t write it, feel free to ask again! I don’t ignore asks on purpose, but Tumblr has this bad habit that they often don’t really send them

And now a question: would anyone be interested in something that’s not MCL related? Not game related? Like, a completely independent story???