I'm SO BAD At Stuff Like That And It's Probably Really Not That Accurate But Here's Mine 🥲

Maybe locking in starts with simply logging my calories on my app, instead of trying to pretend it didn't happen or "it wasn't that bad".

Yes, I binged, yes, I feel like a piece of shit but I can always draw the line.

I may gain weight today, but I can stay determined during the week and make a realistic plan for the weekend and actually stick to it.

I shouldn't deny my mistakes or wallow in self pity, but rather use them as a reminder what I am actually fighting for and what kind of behaviours even made me (partly) start doing this in the first place, and I can learn from my mistakes. Honestly I'm motivated to take on this week, even if I completely fucked up this weekend, or maybe especially because of that.

feeling fatter than ever any oversized clothes but also being scared to wear anything else, because they're my only "safe outfits"

They shouldn't have me shopping for clothes if they don't want me to make pretty little red engravings on my legs after

Not to be desperate but i need a gf cause well girls but also i need someone to be rlly attached too

the way I keep eating like a pig like wow goddamn bro do you even want to be skinny

when it was just supposed to a quick fix but now i’m pacing the halls every time i brush my teeth , throwing food away again , always waiting for time to pass , gorging myself on yoghurt bowls & protein bars , & fear the scale

Too real, too real.

*one dry response* they hate me and want me to kill myself

"What do you do in your free time" how do I say "pace around my backyard whilst imagining myself reacting to WL related compliments and situations" without sounding weird

a friend told me I'm one of the skinniest people she knows

I don't know if she meant it though, so I'm feeling really conflicted about it, because for one, I want to feel incredibly happy about it, but then I know what my scale says, and what my thighs look like... But maybe she was just talking about my waist.