I May Seem Cool, But I Guarantee You I Get No Bitches

Binging on safe foods is literally the worst :(

Just let me enjoy my protein bars please

I kinda came out to my friends yesterday? We were talking about celebrity crushes and I mentioned that I used to have a huge crush on Katy Perry, and my friends were just "Oh Really?" but they were cool with it and I'm so glad... It's just the next morning we did some kind of blind karaoke thing and my one friend was like "I got the perfect song for you!" And it was a Katy Perry song but one which I didn't recognized 😭

So that was kinda embarrassing but whatever

To me it kind of feels like I won't truly live until I'm skinny. That right now, there is still a wall I need to cross until I'm "on the other side" or something, when my life can finally begin.

Got logged out of my EA account today and I can't remember my passwords (plus the email address I used is inactive now). Guess even my computer thinks I should stop fucking procrastinating and WORK because there's literally nothing fun I can do anymore besides that now that I can't play Sims anymore (cuz it's too late for music and I have an injury that flares up sometimes and it's huuurts right now, so I can't even work out and my friend is not responding even though we wanted to call this evening)

having a good relationship with food is nice, but being skinny is nicer

Please, I need to wooork, I'm just scrolling through my documents looking at what I already have and time is running from me I need to finish that paper shiiiiit

why scar cream gotta be so expensive :(

The not-eating after my class was cooking went well yesterday, the teacher was so busy, she didn't even pay attention to me

Now that but four more times to go still 🥲

Come on hip bones, don't be shy I promise I'll treat you kindly pleseaasse poke out alreadyyy

Bruh my sister keeps pressuring her boyfriend into eating I'd literally break up with her