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TW: talk of death, coping skills, grief, difficulty

The immediate life after Victor died:

We were all in shock, especially Wyn, and that resulted in us being completely nonverbal for about a month and a half. All that was heard in our home were wails and sniffling, and I would often wake up to Wyn, Olive, and Claire curled up to me on my bed with my cats.

It was awful.

Everyone wore mourning clothes for 3-4 years after, but Miss P still wears them in respect, and also the fact I know she hasn't gotten over it. I don't think any of us have

I remember Fiona and Hugh taking care of his side of the garden and bringing him fresh flowers to his room each day

Enoch had passed out multiple times a week of exhaustion from overusing his peculiarity, everyone, especially Bronwyn, begged him to revive Vic for even just a moment.

Horace sewed Victor a 7-day wardrobe completely by himself, and Miss P would change his clothes each day (while she sobbed, seeing her like that broke me, I would hold her tightly to help)

Olive and Claire wouldn't leave each other's side, every moment they spent together because of the fear they had of losing more family

Millard made an entire biography on Victor's life and keeps it by Vic's bedside table

Emma was very aggressive, she would burn down trees and scream a lot (outside of the house), part of her was having a difficult time knowing the truth of their lives and the loss of our dear friend

Miss P wouldn't allow me to run errands for her outside the loop for a while after that, she was completely terrified of losing anyone else

She became so overprotective that she would scan the house all hours of the day & night, as an ymbryne it is common to only have 2 hours of sleep, but even she was pushing it to 30 minutes.

I would consistently try to use my feathers to save him, I was so distraught that I would end up turning back to dust once a week from using all of my feathers. By the 10th time I had "dusted" (I use this term for when I turn into ash as a pheonix and then revive after another 24 hours) Miss P begged me to stop because it was starting to hurt me even more

What brought me to creating this post was the dream I had last night; it was during the 3-4 years we had spent mourning, in the dream I awoke next to Victor lying in his bed, I was bent over myself, clutching feathers, when Bronwyn and Enoch came in to carry me off to my bed, and then I woke up from the dream crying.

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OMG so first I’d like to say congrats!! I believe that to be a shift, and I actually have a similar story for comparison

I dream very vividly, up to the point where I can feel pain, water, heat, etc (basically anything that you can use your senses to detect) within my dreams, but I don’t go lucid in them often mainly bc lucid dreaming every night gets mentally exhausting for me

one specific night, I had such an experience that it had to be a shift

Before I had fully realized I was asleep and dreaming, I had the most vivid dreams, but the one that caught me off guard completely was the last “dream” I had. In this dream I woke up in an unfamiliar room that felt familiar to me already, and although it felt familiar I knew *I, my CR self* have never been in there. I looked out the windows and I felt the breeze, I could see people walking around going about their day in this little modern town, yet it was also not modern fashion. I looked around the room and I felt baffled, and in the dream I literally said holy shit I shifted, and I felt everything yet part of me felt that I was still asleep. I ran out of this bedroom and into a kitchen with my CR family, and it baffled me, none of my dr's involve any of this other than my better CR script, which takes place in my actual house and not some random house presumably in a different time zone. I went throughout the dream with hints of shifting being spoken about, with my brother, friends, and even myself speaking out loud. I know it's not normal for most persons to feel things in dreams, but l'm used to feeling pain, cold, hot, out of breath, and basic human emotions and physical pain while in REM sleep. But that’s when it happened, I looked at a clock on the wall and it was exactly what a clock should look like, NEVER in ANY of my dreams had I ever seen an actual clock without looking distorted. In parts of the experience I would repeat I’ve shifted and I’m grateful but now I’m gonna go about my day, and I was suddenly woken up by my cat jumping on my chest. Although I didn’t become aware while awake, I knew I was aware in the dream, not only that but I could feel and experience everything as I would when I’m awake, so I call it a minishift, but a shift nonetheless :D

Remember, you don’t even need to set an intention to shift prior, you know what you want, and keeping that belief and trust in yourself is enough!! I’m so proud of you and I send you love and prayers for your future shifting journey! 🩷✨

i think i shifted last night?

(can yall help me with determining if i did or if it was just a dream?)

details abt before becoming aware:

my dog usually wakes me up around 5:30 to use the bathroom, and after i had let him out i went back into bed and was thinking about being in a reality where it would be easier to be with my crush.

*crush context: she lives in the state that i moved away from a few years ago but we still keep in contact!

i wasn’t even thinking in depth about what it would be like, i was just thinking about what it would be like if i still lived there, and how i would probably be dating her.

becoming aware:

i woke up in my old room, in the house we lived in when i lived in -insert state name-. my bedsheets were the same, my room looked so familiar it was crazy.

*side note: my memory is really bad in this reality, so since i didn’t script any differences consciously. most likely leading to my recounting of my experience not being too great.

i remember sitting up in my old bed, and was thinking to myself, “holy shit, this is my old room, with my old bedsheets.” i felt them and they felt like how i remember them feeling. i even looked out my window, and saw the same view that i would see when i lived there in this reality.

another thing i remember thinking immediately that i should text my girlfriend. (aka my crush in this reality.)

i remember thinking about how i must of shifted. then i got up and went out of my room, and made my way to my old bathroom.

then i got worried about my OR, and felt homesick and shifted back.

after thoughts:

i’m 99% sure that it was a shift. the only thing that takes up that 1% is that i wasn’t consciously setting an intention to shift to that reality before shifting.

one thing that makes me lean towards it legitimately was a shift is that it felt so real, and i was able to feel the sheets below me in detail in order to ground myself.

all my previous shifting experiences i wasn’t able to ground myself because of how excited i was seeing my partner in that reality.

i’d love to hear your thoughts and opinions!

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what if..what if I made a Narnia DR where I originated from Narnia and when the Pevensies leave Narnia, I accidentally get sucked in with them and get stuck in England and have to adjust and hide my powers as I try to find any form of closure or resemblence with my previous home??? Like this DR would be pure angst wtf is wrong with me😭

I started reading the Chronicles of Narnia because I have been procrastinating on that for YEARS and I love the movies and it has a dear place in my heart but like AAAAA

Also, my MPHFPC DR is connected to Narnia b/c I have a silly headcannon that loops are found there too and can be accessed >:}

anywaysssss I might post about that if anyone is interested, for now byeeee im gonna go sob✌️

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