𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔

Season of Advent♥

I'm already in such a cozy winter mood! Where inside at dusk you sit in the warm light of the lamp in the old armchair and comfortably cuddled up in a cozy blanket, drink a hot tea or punch and read a thick book. Sometimes you look out of the window next to your Armchair into the thick snow that is outside on the windowsill and in the garden and watch how the dark blue sky gets darker and darker. Then a small blackbird or blue tit run across the snow and leave small tracks in it. And you cuddle up in your warm cozy blanket, sip your delicious tea and bury your nose again in the many letters of the book and immerse back into the story. The only sounds you hear are the soft crackling of the fire in the little carmine and the purring of your cat, who has curled up comfortably on your lap and is enjoying the pre-Christmas mood and silence as much as you do. I love to do this every evening <3 What about you? Have a magical season of Advent; 3 Ellie

My cat is always sweet to me :3

Studying is always hard - but I want to do my best before Christmas - we can do that!

Happy 𝓰𝓪𝔂 𝓥𝓪𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼 𝓓𝓪𝔂

Happy Valentine's Day. Even if I'm late. Even if I'm single like a pringle.

But I’m really proud of it :3

source of the picture:

https://www.reddit.com/r/OldSchoolCool/comments/izbxgk/lesbian_couple_not_giving_a_damn_1950s/

My little friends♥

I’m in love with this music... O.o

ℳℯ𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒞𝒽𝓇𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓂𝒶𝓈

Hey you out there.

Today is Christmas. It has snowed so much in the last few days that in this morning was the half of my front door snowed in. My cat wondered why he didn't come out. But after he tried to scrape away all the snow, he gave up and preferred to go to the warm wood stove in the living room and cuddle up on a soft blanket and now he’s asleep. I made myself some warm tea and comfortable on the old armchair with a good book. I made the tea from dried chamomile flowers and peppermint that I picked in my little garden in the summer. I love tea. And I love books. I also put on my favorite sweater today. It's really big, cozy and soft. My cat likes to cuddle up in it. Now the sun is shining on the white, glittering snow and two little robins are gathering on the bird feeder by the little cherry tree in front of my window. On the panes of my window are beautiful patterns from the frost outside. As if someone had painted it on it. Today my mom comes up to me from the village and will help me to prepare the meals and spend Christmas with me and my beloved cat. I'm looking forward to. I have to somehow clear the way of the snow at least as far as the garden fence. Then I want to wrap the present for my mom. I hope she'll like it. In the past few days I had already sent the presents for my friends and family as a parcel in the village. Also one for my pen friend. While I was reading the book, I put an old record on the record player with winter melodies and Christmas music. It's so cozy. The red and gold christmas baubles on the Christmas tree shine in the warm light of the fairy lights. I also hung some sweets and homemade jewelry on the Christmas tree. I am really happy to finally have the whole study behind me and finally to be able to rest and enjoy Christmas and winter. I love to walk around in nature and always come across beautiful hidden places. Whether in the middle of the forest, by the magical frozen lake or somewhere in the mountains. I'm also passionate about photography and it's always great to watch a wild animal in the snow or even take a great picture of it. For example, deer that run around in the deep snow. I feel like writing a little more on my stories on the old typewriter right now. Then I should begin cook the Christmas dinner. I’m going to prepare rice pudding, cod with boiled potatoes and red cabbage, pastries, cranberries and cakes. I love to cook and bake. Maybe I should also sweep the dust off the bookshelves a little and put away the books that can still find a place there. Besides that, there are printed papers from the typewriter all over the carpet in the living room. When my mother and I’ll eat, I’m going to put on our favorite Christmas record. My pen friend had sent me a package with a letter saying that I could not open the present until Christmas. When I did that today, I found lots of great Slytherin things in it. She even made a small Christmas tree pendant herself for me. I’m so grateful to her and I’m very happy about it. I hope she likes my present as much as I like hers. One thing, however, is very different from usual. Normally, my grandma would be with mom and me now. Normally we would enjoy Christmas Eve together, go to mass and eat the meal. Unfortunately everything is different now. My mom and me miss her so much. The grief haunts me and catches up with me again and again. Despite everything, we only have really happy and wonderful memories of her and she would definitely want us to have a wonderful Christmas and just remember her without being sad. When I was a little girl she always told me that if I can't find her anywhere and think that she’s gone, she isn’t gone at all, but looks down on us like an angel and is always with us. No matter where we are. I mustn't forget that. I love you grandma. Very very much!

I hope you all have a nice Christmas Eve. I wish you that with all my heart.

Ellie :')

I just went back to Tumblr to see what's going on and I saw that I have a fourth follower since today. >o<

I'm really happy because it means so much to me! Because I personally don't think I post really special things, such as really good artists who post beautiful paintings and drawings. I just randomly share what I feel like doing and what comes to my mind and having people follow me for this is something I really appreciate. Thank you! Thank you for every single follow and for every single like from no matter who.<3

Have a wonderful day you out there

Ellie ;3

Talking about myself with myself

Hey guys,

Today I want to talk about myself. About my interests and my character. Well ... you have to know, I can't judge myself very well, especially because my self-confidence isn't that great. But I'll try it. ;3 I'm actually a very open minded and happy person. At least I try to take everything positively and keep a clear head - even if that doesn't always work. But I'm a also quiet person. I first look and watch my surroundings and the people around me before I judge and act. I am very attentive and vigilant. This often helps me to understand people in their actions and facial expressions, even if i often only see the eyes. One look is always worth a thousand words. I can also empathize with others and understand why they act or think that way. I have many hobbies and interests - often which many people find boring or uninteresting. Like astronomy and history. But I also love to paint or draw or read books. I am a huge bookworm! I also love to look at old photo albums and old pictures and indulge in memories. It always feels so good, and I appreciate the time I spent with my family and friends even more. I also love Polaroid-Kameras! I think, because you can't take that many pictures with them, you always shoot the most beautiful moments and so the pictures have an unbelievably great emotional value.I'm also very interested in video games - especially story games. Like 'Life is strange' or ‘Sims’.-Yes, guys, Sims is also a story game ;).At least I think so... I love to care for traditions. Just as I love to be with my family. When we're not arguing - but that's human and normal too. I think it's good when you speak your mind openly and stay honest with each other. Even if I'm not always the best role model. Actually, I'm not in a lot of things ... oops ..Well, I'm also a big summer kid because I love summer more than anything! It's just so lively and you can do and experience so many things. Whether a day at the lake, in the garden, on the beach or an evening with friends around the campfire with an unbelievable starry sky above you. But I also love Christmas, the festival of all festivals, where you get such a pleasant feeling like on no other day of the year. You are surrounded by love, anticipation and family, and it feels downright magical. When the gifts are placed under the glowing Christmas tree, the fairy lights glow in their warm light and everything is just so beautiful. By the way... am I the only person who is always so fascinated by the sky?! I mean ... day or night, it's just always so magical. When it is deep blue and black and the stars light up like small crystals or in the morning and evening when it is sunrise and sunset. How the sunbeames are sinking into a lot of red, orange and pink colors and everything blurs like a spilled paint bucket on the sky. In between are the purple glowing clouds. And slowly the sky turns into a starry sky. Even if it’s just deep gray, there is something mystical about it. But there are also days when the sky is so bright-gray, as if the clouds are only very thin, so i always get rainforest-vibes. Wow-that was a lot about the sky xD But what do you think? ;3 I know I'm crazy, but maybe you are too ';D 

Have the best day! Ellie

Tapes and Photos...

I like tapes. You put it in - you hear the usual clicking noise, which sounds so nice - and it doesn't take long until you see a lot of pictures and videos. You see an old film from a completely normal day in the kitchen, living room or small garden behind the little house, old, a little blurry and the colors are also a little different - but nevertheless these video clips, which may be meaningless for someone else, are worth more than a thousand bills and coins to you. They are your past, your childhood - even what happened before your childhood or your birth. For example - old photo books. You look at the yellowed old black and white pictures - maybe there are even a few colorful photos, but then very reddish. The paper is already yellowed, slightly torn and the dark black ink smells of wonderful old memories. You take every single photo in your hand with a smile and wonder what it was like back then because you have almost forgotten it yourself. You take every single one in your hand - no matter if it is a large picture or a small picture - and run your thumb over it to feel the old, thick paper. In the warm light of the bedside lamp on the old armchair, you can go through all the thick photo albums that tell you even about your grandmother's childhood. You turn the pages carefully and with an inner comforting feeling. Almost all photos fall out of their glued holders, so you have to put them back in - and after the 43 picture you put back, you just leave them there as they are. Memories and feelings arise in you and you always start to immerse into this little world of your own. Tapes and photos are magical ... don’t they?