Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.
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sometimes u just gotta drink a glass of water and accept that you’re an extremely complicated person
welcome to 2023 :) happy out of touch thursday
New year new me it’s time to be worse 
have the last five years been just a complete blur for anybody else
my autopsy results came back negative There was nothing in there
this is some sort of mood
that’s enough emotions for a whole year. ciao
its open wounds wednesday dont forget to bleed out
they need to invent a running away & never coming back that doesn’t affect your life
[AFTER REVEALING VERY TELLING PERSONAL INFO] But don’t read into that. let’s move along
Ready to split my head open on some concrete to stop these thoughts from continuing
Don’t know if I have the energy to keep pushing forward I’m so fucking exhausted down to my core
Why am I so fucking useless man I want to jump off a building
i think all of my problems would be solved if i killed myself 😁 !
I’m supposed to feel better so why am I not feeling any better at all?
I want to put a loaded gun to my head and pull the trigger I honestly can’t do this shit anymore
wish i had the courage to bring a kn1fe to my throat
i'm so disgusting someone fucking end me
According to my therapist, I am “passively su1c1d4l.” Means I’m too chicken shit to actually pull the trigger, so I just fantasize about the bang.
Does anyone else lie on the floor and pretend to be dead or are you normal
Does anyone else lie on the floor and pretend to be dead or are you normal
Does anyone else lie on the floor and pretend to be dead or are you normal
the sudden wave of intense self-hatred that makes everything feel so empty, I wish I had the strength to end my suffering already
Only death will satisfy the tiredness deep within me
i want this ache to end