Only Death Will Satisfy The Tiredness Deep Within Me

Only death will satisfy the tiredness deep within me

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genderschmender
1 year ago
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genderschmender
3 months ago

I've gone through today just feeling so bored I want to stab myself to death because it'd be less boring. Maybe.

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tw vent tw sh related tw sui ideation tw self destruction tw self destructive behavior tw suicidality like nothing's fixing it I can't bring myself to do anything or really feel anything so I'm ridiculously understimulated but simultaneously everything is TOO MUCH. tw suicidal ideation tw sh ideation feeling sliiiightly less bored rn but that's only because I feel WORSE over a different thing but even then there's this weird layer of apathy that's stuck like a layer of grit in my chest I'd hang myself if it wasn't such a painful way to die
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genderschmender
4 months ago

Can somebody please beat the shit out of me? Till i am fully bruised and blooded and aching.

So that i can finally feel this pain.

So that i know i can still feel.

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1 year ago
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genderschmender
5 months ago

I like to daydream that I matter to someone

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5 months ago
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4 months ago
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genderschmender
1 year ago

i think the hottest look you can give someone after they commit acts of unspeakable violence is approval. like don't get me wrong if there's lust there too that's great, but staring at someone with gore dripping down their chin and coating their hands to the wrists with undisguised appraisal and admiration. maybe giving them a little nod as if to say 'well done'. THAT'S what says "yeah we're gonna fuck nasty later".

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genderschmender
5 months ago

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

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genderschmender
5 months ago

New year new me it’s time to be worse 

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genderschmender - Gender Schmender
genderschmender
Gender Schmender

Trans man (he/him) Chaos and a constant feeling of emptinessRadfems/terfs DNI, Forcefem/detrans kink DNI, MDNI.

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