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uhhh so no kit among foxes update sorry guys I've had stuff going on so I've yet to write the first chapter I'm in writers block but I did find this on Saturday

look at it it's the foxes guys I've found their game mascot uhhh somthing I will share tho is that I will try and get some art done it also may be the art for that one small au of if elio was raised in the UK and if Stuart had kids or if he had kids who had kids so yay

bambam be the coolest ever

why do you keep posting 😒

You know when

alright guys back here again I'm on page 42 of tfc on chapter 3 have I picked up the kindle since I got to this page like probs about a week and a half ago no I haven't cuz I know like big events aka the edens scene neil hitchhiking back uhhh seths death the banquet those are the scenes I fully remember do i want to finish the book yes obviously do I have the mental stability to get past chapter three no ii don't am I doing this so I don't have to read the 2nd and 3rd books yes I am so yeah idk what the fuck to do at this point but I will probably still talk about aftg and other things like the cherrycrush webtoon and sbg webtoon but yeah

ask game!! 🍄🛠️ <3

🍄= racoon child + college/the mafia = bloopin

🛠= one thing im struggle with elios wip/fic is what year he was actually born in as well as how the whole first time in Columbia went and if I just leave it out or add it in with just changing povs

very fun stuff for me again these are answers about elio obviously may do some about some of my others wips idk yet

idk if anyone else will get this but you know how like the ppl who like gay stuff are in the fandom for the gay stuff I'll be dead ass the whole reason why I got into aftg was because of something I saw I can't rember on what but it was talking about how neil and andrew understood each on another level as well as another post talking about the violence and I was there like "oh the violence is gonna great oif yellow are praising the angst" but then when I first listened to the books I was like how are ppl just summing this up as a lovge story keep in mind this was back prior covid so like 2018-2019 time period like I didn't go into these books for love stuff I went in for the pain and what I also got was two people understanding eachother fully and ii will be dead ass after my first listen to the first two books so like before I even got to the throw one I was like oh shit they really understand each other like the whole twin flame type shit was going in my head and then I get to the third book and I was like wellll that romance just slapped me in the face and then I relistend to the first two books and I was like oh never mind I'm just dumb as fuck (and aroace but I didn't know it at the time so I never really pick up on romance plots) and like i just took it the first time and I still do more as a series of understanding and healing and coming to terms with shitty dealt cards plus a lot of other things the sport aspect came second to me like I love exy don't get me wrong I would love it to be real to play but I loved the understanding all the characters had for certain people you know

I haven't read the book yet but I'm still it revolves around Andrew.

AFTG is a very good example of narrator bias, because if we didn’t get a book from Jean and Jeremy’s POVs we would have no way of knowing the world does not actually in fact revolve around one Andrew Minyard

ritual public sex 😱

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

me when I say it'll all be out by Friday uhhh so it's now 12 minutes into Saturday uhhh I swear it will be out in probably the meat 2 hours or like three I'm doing my best I'm nearly done with the character sheet I just have to write some of elios lore out ad then actually come up with a name for said fic but I swear it will be out I swear giys I'm not lying (unless I pass out due to cramps but oh well)

one of the best things about having aftg books on kindle is when it comes to writing oc lore I can just grab the kindle go to the books and quickly scan through for the information I need (I say this as I need fo get the kindle without having my mum be mad that I'm stealing it again, I also have to read ad or listen to tsc so woooo reasons) but yeah elio lore will drop with his character desgin soon probably later tonight, or later tomorrow or on Friday idk yet his lore has changed alot to what it used to be so like neil may or may not be trans and may or may not be the parent who cares at this point (its my I'm who cares so me trying to figure out a way to actively have it make sense that elio does have a legal birth certificate where his surename is wesninski)

ALRIGHT PEOPLE WE ON BALITMORE THE PHONE CALL WITH LOLA LIKE BTICH FUCK OFF LEAVE HIM ALONE, JACKSON AKD ROMERO (I think that's how it spelt idc anyway I hate that guy) just being in security guard getups like "yeah this will work defo", Neil looking at his foxes is just my heart is shattering I can't do this rn, him debting between speaking German to Andrew but then knowing that the fuckeds would react violently

"thank you" he finally said, he couldn’t say he meant thanks for all of it. the keys, the trust,the honesty and the kisses. hopefully Andrew would figure it out eventually "you were amazing." like him not being able to fully say what he meant, it fucking sucks like my heart is fucking wreacked. the riot part also fucking sucks.

neil being dragged away by the bitches I hate those three they can all die, fuck my heart the way it just drops lola asking him questions and him figuring out that it was Nathan's circle with the birthday surprise, lola explaining what she's gonna do to him like why, LEAVE HIM ALONE (like ik that neil gets out but like still it hurts) him being tortured also fucking hurts, lola just asking her brother for the dashboard lighter, and then being burned him calling ber sick is just like neil I love you but like bro you gonna get tortured maybe don't try and rail them up (I try to think I'd do what neil does but I probably wouldn't)

the part where lola keeps wanting to know where mary is and nwil just repeating "she's dead" and then lola just asking about his teammates and then him not wanting to tell her shit is just so brave of him.

"he traced the outline of a key into his bloody burnt palm with a shaky finger closed his eyes and wished neil josten goodbye" the way he switches to nathaniel because nathaniel belonged to his father, Neil belongs to the foxes and abram belonged to Mary and now belongs to Andrew is just like such dramatic irony that it hurts, nathaniel just going to wash his hands so they don't get infected is just such a moment like he was on his death bed or basement or floor.

I'm sorry but Nathan just coming down without wearing shows LIKE SIR YOUR BASEMENT IS PROBABLY INFECTED WITH SO MUCH BACTERIA WHY GO DOWN BAREFOOT JUST WHY. Patrick walking down behind the man like dud why let the seriel killed wear no shows or socks just why. can I say Nathan's accent is so funny like ik we meet him when he's going to kill nathaniel but like it's a funny accent.