Same exact problem
so who else gets irrationally afraid and embarrassed about their interests being known to people in real life
"«Ich habe alles längst bedacht», erwiderte ich, wie im Fieber glühend, «Ich kann nicht sein, nicht leben ohne dich; ich sterbe, wenn du mir die Freiheit gibst, laß mich dein Sklave sein, töte mich, aber stoße mich nicht von dir.»"
Venus im Pelz von Leopold von Sacher-Masoch
I hope y'all are writing this with the knowledge that by changing what Wanda is wearing you are also changing Severin's fetish
Venus in furs where everything is the same but there are fleas in Wanda's furs and she catches them so she's constantly itching her scalp
My italian teacher just used the word schiavo as one of the grammar examples... I literally cannot escape
Almost as if pregnancy is a temporary state... that the person chose to be in... unlike an actual disability... almost as if some people have phobia of pregnancy... wow.
Vent
Haha I lowkey am only capable of feeling emotional empathy towards people in which I see a significant portion of myself in and it's profoundly impacting my ability to connect with people around me and I feel like a monster hahaha what is wrong with me (like I genuinely feel more empathy towards plushies than towards people).
Couple times when someone asked me why I don't eat meat I responded with "I have empathy" but I only recently realized that it's all just cognitive empathy. When I think about cows being raped to produce milk I don't feel anything, I just know it's wrong.
There's only a handful of people I ever genuinely cared about (two of which are not even irl but from here which feels pathetic) and it's blowing my mind that normal people just feel that all the time. Most of the time if I'm afraid of upsetting someone or accidentally hurting someone it's only because I am afraid of the consequences it would have for ME. Seriously what is wrong with me? This can't be just autism.
Rip Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, you would've loved Kim Yo-Jong