The More I Started Engaging With Ppl ..The More I Began Craving For Solitude..

I'm so scared of tht impending doom n how thts gonna affect me and the only immediate escape from this is death, something I'm not willing to voluntarily commit . Hence I'm scared what the depth of despair would drive me to do for my impatient nature and incessant urge to just be happy as always!!

“Saying yes to happiness means learning to say no to the people and things that stress you out.”

— Unknown

Maturity is when you realize people can't give you what they can't give themselves, so you stop expecting loyalty from people who betray themselves, stop expecting honesty from people who lie to themselves, and stop expecting peace from people who are at war with themselves.

I wanna call someone and share what I feel without them asking me anything back

WAITING...

If I don't end up being a working woman..I am sure I must be shunned off my home ..

If I don't hav any options left..

I might say adieu soon to this world.

Tumblr is a place to confess our unsaid feelings

when Rumi wrote, “You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens,” he was referring to breaking our heart by giving and receiving love from other people, to fully trust them, which means, if they break the trust, our heart would break. If this repeats, either with the same or different partner, we will eventually wise up by opening our heart to ourselves: by loving ourselves, by being accountable. To ourselves.

Only when we open our heart to ourselves first, we can have a healthy relationship with ourselves. Anyone who has a healthy relationship with themselves will have a healthy outlook on life and relationship with others. It’s similar to the saying, “you can’t pour from an empty cup”. Fill your cup first. Take care of yourself first. Love yourself first.

Once we love ourselves, we don’t feel the need to completely depend on others for our happiness. Sure our happiness gets affected somehow, but if they decide to betray us or leave us, instead of kicking and screaming, throwing tantrums (or shoes, or plates), we’ll peacefully let them go. I’m not saying that we won’t feel sad or angry. The uncomfortable feelings are inevitable, but when we love ourselves, we will not avoid the responsibility to take care of ourselves.

In the long run, we’ll naturally repel anyone who is not right for us

Can I just runaway from all these drama

I hate it here

I am not happy here

I am constantly forced to feel guilty and bad

Ik I'm not that

Ik that I'm good

People love me and valued me

Not any more

I don't wanna hangout with them

It was all my fault

We can't be the same

I can nvr be the old

It's okay

It happens in a friendship

Why does all my friendships had to end this way.

Happiness is so limited

The old talks and fun stuffs

I'm gonna miss it

Coz the next time

I won't be a part of any

Maybe I can learn to be alone.

Maybe I can value myself

Maybe I can be self dependent

“Some hearts understand each other even in silence.”

— Yasmine Mogahed