I Choose Not To Keep Up The Illusion Of A Bond That Doesn't Exist

Maturity is when you realize people can't give you what they can't give themselves, so you stop expecting loyalty from people who betray themselves, stop expecting honesty from people who lie to themselves, and stop expecting peace from people who are at war with themselves.

“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

Every time I consume caffeine

Anxiety kicks in

Now,

Coffee makes me scared of the impending attack

I'm soooooooo soooooooooo soooooooooo sooooooooo sooooooooo soooooooooo sooooooooooo sooooooo SAD

All I want rn is to be left alone

WAITING...

“—I want to change: I want to stop fear’s subtle / guidance of my life—”

— Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; “California Plush” (via luthienne)

I would like to go on a walk for a while. So I thought why not hit you up too for my company. So you up for a walk?

“I’ve always loved the idea of not being what people expect me to be.”

— Dita Von Teese

Its such a difficult time when you realize one of your bad trait and you can't do anything about it.. Not even redumption.. All u can do is.. avoid ppl whom you hurted so that your bad trait won't hurt anyone else again...

Help yourself and others from agony

#helpyourselfrompain