I Was Never Supposed To Make It This Far What Do You Mean My Future Depends On Me I Cant Even Get My

Vent since I'm pissed

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My one friend is pissing me off so bad she told me something and I said ok and then said "don't go telling anyone I know you like to do that" and all I think is how she told me a week ago that are whole friendship was built off her using me for homework and I'm the backstaber. Like I feel like she's a bad friend cause she made me so upset I relapsed and I can't even say anything cause she will make it about herself and I know she will cause when I told her I self harm the next day she came to school waving her arm in my face showing me her cuts like were twins now and it makes me feel like I'm the asshole for self harming in the first place.

If anyone actually read this thank you for listening and if you have any advice please share if you want I honestly don't no what to do

Getting too comfortable with dragging the metal across my skin

Was I raised without love or was I born unlovable?

I want attention every second of the day except fromnwhen I don't want attention

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

I just want somebody to show me that they care. I want a best friend, hell, I want any friend, and I want a lover.

SH culture is wanting to rip out your own gvts and bleed out on the sidewalk or just completely mutilate your body beyond repair but also being horribly afraid of death as a concept 👍

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