Im-made-of-crushed-little-stars - I'm Made Of Crushed Little Stars

So do we all agree that even if we don’t want to recover we still support other’s recovery right?

RIGHT?

Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode

I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"

What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:

if i disappeared, would anyone even care. Are any of the connections ive made real. Is everything ive ever done just a thin layer of required empathy from everyone else.

does anyone still care about me outside of just social musts?

i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.

It’s cute how people think I’ll get better

I want to memorize your likes, your dislikes, your schedule, your everything. I’ll take notes, write everything down on paper. I need to know everything about you.

I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore

I just don't want to exist anymore. I'm just so very lonely. I am so fucking lonely.