(i Think) October Is Going To Bring With It The One I’ve Been Looking For.

I had a dream

someone I loved

had their heart ripped out.

We trusted the wrong person,

and they suffered for it.

I had a dream

i held them as they slept

praying for a pulse

head buried in their chest

I had a dream they shook awake

as if from a nightmare.

Their face said confusion

their eyes wild with panic

I had a dream I calmed them

Relief in my tears.

“You really were worried about me”

They said, weak smile on their lips.

I had a dream i held them in close

shaking in relief

their head on my chest

I slept

i dont wanna b lonely,

but sometimes im a ghost so-

do i have a choice?

sometimes you just come across a storyteller who knows how to pull heartstrings like a harpist. I keep those close to my chest.

may this year be kinder and gentler to you

nimona is the best movie i’ve ever seen and it was made for me personally.

I have officially been waiting here for 635 days.

if you haven’t, i hope you fall in love with life again. i hope you wake up with a happy sigh, hope you feel like doing things you enjoy, hope you are surrounded by people who make you feel safe, hope you smile at yourself in the mirror.

sleep. who needs it? Not me. I am fully human and also capable of existing forever without sleep.

not this immortal being.

nope. not at all. never.

the world is a scary place when you are a small and edible thing

my 4am minecraft binges are not happy about this post

My kind of therapy