It’s Comforting To Know That The Universe Prefers Life Over Death. They Are Constantly Evolving Animals

the cure to self-sabotage is to anchor yourself to the universal truth that you are worth it. you are worth the effort. you are worth the difficulty, you are worth the time, you are worth the consideration. there is never a point in your life, in time itself, that you are not worth it. return to this truth when you feel yourself slipping. do not let it go.

Don’t you owe it to yourself to live your dreams, to at least try? To wake up and put your best foot forward, to do the things you’ve been saying you’re going to do. To make some fucking moves. You know how powerful it feels to make progress, so why are you holding yourself back? Why are you blocking yourself from your dreams? What matters right now is that you get out of your own fucking way, that you push forward. You pull your shit together and you make today fucking count. You pull out your to do list and you start stabbing through those tasks like a beast. With so much force and energy within you, that you’re ready to destroy today. Destroy it in a way that reveals all the trapped energy, stagnant energy that has been dormant inside of you. That you finally come alive and snap out of this low, inefficient state. That today you are finally awakened. 

Depression plan

This is the plan I have in my nightstand to give myself ideas to cope.

High energy activities

High energy yoga

Exercise (go to the gym)

Clean your space

Get dressed

Go for a walk

Go to a plant nursery

Bake while listening to big band

Make a healthy snack - apples and peanut butter, yogurt, tangerines.

Make yourself look nice

Buy snacks and wine

Light the fire pit and sit by it

Go to bed on time (use valerian if needed)

Dessert in a mug

Plan something!

Redecorate

Garden

Low energy activities

Make my bed

Open window

Use crystals

Watch a movie

Watch a show

Use orange scented things

Gentle yoga like yin or restorative or seated yoga.

Asmr

Meditation

Write or read in journal

Cup of tea

Take a bath

Light a candle

Do a face mask

Write a love letter to yourself

Drink ice water with lemon or mint

Pray

Make hot cocoa

Sit outside

Make a tumblr post

Make a fort

Animal crossing

Listen to upbeat music and dance

Talk it out

Manifesting rant🥂

You can have what you want. So please stop with the imposter syndrome and with the “if it’s meant to be” shit. Get that out of your head. You can have what you want because you are the creator of your reality. Stop putting so much value on material objects and jobs etc and place that value on yourself. Do you want what you are asking for??? If yes, then affirm that it’s yours and go on with your life and don’t start that nonsense of “if it’s in God’s will thennn”...like omg do you know what God is capable of creating??? Receiving a billion in cash is probably so boring for God to create. What we want seems so big for us but God’s like “wow, this is a snooze fest, can they ask me for something bigger🙄👀”. People are too scared to ask God for what they want but are also fully aware that God created dinosaurs and mountains and the ocean. Like how the fuck do you even come up with that?🤕

Dream huge, ask for a lot. Manifest the fuck out of your life. Get what you want. Earth is yours. The universe is yours. What you want is just an object, it’s just a house, it’s just a car. Having a good time on Earth is your birthright.

Also stop being humble and modest while you’re at it. You don’t earn any brownie points thinking you need to act that way. You deserve so much more than what you ask God/people/the universe for.

There’s so much power in knowing your power. Knowing that you can control what you give your energy to. Knowing that you have the power to create a new reality for yourself. To shape yourself into the person you want to be. To reinvent yourself into the badass that you visualize in your mind. To reach new goals, attain higher levels of success and almost anything you ever dreamed of. Visualize, plan, manifest and take action. Go be amazing. KNOW YOUR POWER.

today's mood: making art here, surrounded by plants and flowers, where I can concentrate on my feelings, keep calm, get inspiration and charges my works with positive energy

how romanticizing everything changed my life

- i started to feel beautiful every day. i fell in love with my features and stopped having desires to make changes such as surgery, extensions etc.

- my personality improved drastically. i’m a fun loving girl that enjoys making people laugh and feel good about themselves, and people gravitate towards me for it

- my limiting beliefs decreased immensely. gone were the days of thinking someone else was better suited for the thing i wanted to do, i’m the perfect girl for the job

- i stopped letting what people could *possibly* think about me, hinder me. i can’t read minds. i don’t know what anyone truly thinks….so i’m not going to attempt to

- i finally cultivated a personal style that makes me feel gorgeous. i wear what makes me feel most comfortable and cute!

- i became better at prioritizing rest and relaxation. getting my brows threaded, getting pedicures, watching movies, taking naps. i feel guilt free doing all of those things. i love putting in work, but i need my body to be a well oiled machine in order to really get it all done.

- i let go of the idea that i needed to *act* a certain way be feminine. yes i love pink. do i NEED to wear pink to be feminine? of course not. the things i wear are just outward expressions of my innate femininity. they are not the source of it.

your desired self would not be worrying how your best life is going to come about. you are already living in it. you don’t have to physically embody it in your everyday lives, but it is needed to have that inner knowing of just being in the reality. try not to victimize yourself thinking that it’s not going to come because it is there to claim it with persistence.

wearing lace dresses, reading Dostoevsky and Tolstoy, being obsessed with the art and classical music, drinking coffee with your friends where you discuss the latest finished book

having big garden with sculptures, wearing white Victorian dress, growing flowers and herbs, running barefoot, reading books in the shades of trees, enjoying sunshine and the melody of harp and settling vintage tea parties