“I want my dad, I miss my dad”
Tobias will have moments where he breaks down over leaving his family, especially his dad. He will say he misses him even though he doesnt. He misses the thought of having a dad, but not his own.
can u draw tobi eating a sanwhichs
tobais eatttting sandhwich
don’t mind his little uhhhh weird hands I didn’t ffeel like drawing hands
Do Lucas and Tobias ever speak again when Tobias is older? Or do they leave on bad terms?
They do not. Tobias hates the idea of it.
Rudy feeling good about himself albeit it, just torturing Emilio, makes me happy for himself. Emilio tried really hard, being Carmelo’s friend and to avoid being his victim, all of that to go crashing down. (I’m Not saying, he is getting bullied by carm or Rudy) just seeing his whole perfect plan ruined.
I have two questions, what are your overall feeling’s on Emilio in the aqua marine au and canon
And second question being. Emilio feeling paranoid and feeling deserving of what’s coming to him due to the regret about what happened to Tobias. Howeverby all the taunting from Rudy, does he feel like Rudy is bulllying him?
Thank you for the ask!!!
My thoughts on canon Emilio aren’t too great, same for Aquamarine Emilio. I think that Emilio’s actions got swept under the rug WAAAAY too quick, and is just a really odd way to depict sexual assault. I understand that victims can feel somewhat closer to the abuser after the assault occurs, but I think it was depicted in a way that is just too… Like. Comfortable? Tobias is very comfortable with Emilio, which is kinda like… I don’t understand that. That’s why I try to depict Tobias’s attachment to Emilio in Aquamarine Au as something that is harmful, and uncomfortable, and more accurate to how victims feel about their abusers. Aquamarine Tobias hates Emilio, but can’t help but feel like he needs the abuse to happen again to gain validation. Since being hurt is the only thing he has known, and his first “intimate” experience was painful, he craves it. I feel like this is a more accurate representation of SA instead of like… Tobias being all goody goody with Emilio. Aquamarine Tobias is HEAVILY based on my own thoughts and experiences and feelings. Anyway, I think I went on a little rant that was likeeeee not what the question asked … I’m not a fan of Emilio , and i try to make Aquamarine Emilio face consequences of his actions ^_^
Emilio does feel bullied, yes. I don’t think bullied is the right word actually … I think it’s more like. Harassed? He knows that he deserves it, but can’t help but feel extremely hurt by all of it. It is very overwhelming for him.
I love ❤️ you to the moon 🌙 and stars ⭐️
Rudy and Tobias after meeting Jecka and Nicole
Today’s A Calm Day / Part 1
mini comic for conjoined au , next parts coming soon
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