I Want To Go Home

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send asks plsss I need a distraction ^_^ it could literally be about anything likeee my au or myself or my art or ghost eyes like PLS ANYTHING

Glam metal family

Rudy and Emilio

Carmelo ^_^

ghost eyes animatic thingy idk

Song: Sorry by Alex G

I know that Lucas doesn’t want to bring up Tobias, but what is his overall thoughts on his son leaving?

Lucas is pissed about it. He thinks that Tobias is going to end up dead, and he tries his best not to care. Is he worried? Yes. Does he combat the worry with anger? Absolutely. He is reaaaaallly pissed

I just wanted to let you know that your art style scratches my brain and that I like it very much :D

aw thank you !!! that makes me happy ^_^

How did the conjoined AU happen?? Like doesn't Emilio know how unhealthy their relationship is or does his obsession override his thoughts completely odjsjd and how does Rudy feel about their relationship? Or do they keep it secret? Waaa I have so many questions I'm sorry

Emilio knows it’s unhealthy, but he literally cannot get himself to stop, I guess??- it’s hard to explain. It’s almost like everything is grey without Tobias. He feels like if Tobias were to be out of his life, it would be the end for him. He feels very guilty, but doesn’t make an effort to stop.

Rudy is very concerned about Tobias. He tries to get it through his head that their friendship is extremely unhealthy, but Tobi doesnt listen. He knows how bad it is, but he doesn’t want to admit it because then he will also be admitting that something is wrong. He just wants things to be alright. He sometimes lashes out at Rudy because Rudy kinda pulls off the rose colored glasses

it’s not very secret.

Hii ^~^ your art is very nice, 'specially your 2 weeks AU

I have a question if it's alright! How did Rudy end up in the ward? In canon, he doesn't tell his parents much about his current issues since he feels like a burden to them. I am wondering how your AU differs! What are the circumstances that led to Rudy being admitted?

Hi, thank you so much !!! ^_^

Tw for suicide and sh !!!

Basically, what happens is Rudy has a really bad breakdown that leads to him harming himself with the intention of dying (there are two drawings I have posted where he is sitting on the floor with a bloody nose , this is because he slams his face against the wall ^_^ )

he wanted to hide this from his parents but he pasted out from being so exhausted !!! So they found him on the floor lying in a pool of blood and they took him to the hospital

Shit I forgot to type in coping mechanism, sorry!!

no worries !!!

Tobias’s best coping mechanism is probably age regressing ? It’s one of the only ways that he deals with his trauma in a positive way. It is also something that brings him closer to Carmelo.

His worst is, like I said previously , putting himself in danger for validation. It is verrrrrry bad for him, and he knows it. He is very ashamed of it as well.