the fact that when i do something i consider “wrong” or that’s something i wish i hadn’t done i feel the need to tell someone about it and i can’t just do the work and forgive myself on my own? horrendous
the fact that i feel the need to get someone else’s permission to forgive myself for things? horrendous
the fact that i have considered going to confession bc i know it would feel good to hear someone tell me i’m forgiven even tho it would just start the vicious cycle over again? horrendous
he stood in front of him and drank milk again
I wonder if Haymitch paid Snow a visit when he was being held in greenhouse.
If he did I hope he just sang a little bit of the Hanging Tree to him then left without comment
When I say I hate all men this is the only exception
rereading the hungry games trilogy again because fuck you they took out most of peetas sass and the fact he's fucking jacked.
I love the sassy curly hair blond baker he defined my type back in 2012 when I first read the book.
compare.
honestly sometimes I think about how did ships like reylo and the fanbase destroy what started out as a excellent star wars story into fanfiction (The Force Awakens had all the set up for an amazing franchise and I still get chills watching it)
then I have days like today and I'm remind of how shit people ESPECIALLY teenagers can be and i realise how we got here(also why that school is satans armpit but thats another conversion)
Anyways stan finnrey and finnpoe and all things sequel trio for clear skin
captain swan is so funny because killian is in the midst of a multi-hundred year revenge plot and then he meets emma and goes "oh. turns out i am still capable of love. yeah im gonna go do that instead"
Cass and Kes.....
The press tour gave me ideas, and now here we are
I'm aware we make fun of katniss for not realising everyone liked her and that peeta wasn't trying to play some strategy in the game, he's in love with you goddamnit, but
Katniss's entire existence up to that point since her father died was just. Survival. Not just for her but for the two family members she has left. It's been pointed out for ages that katniss, while being vague about so many details it's insane, will always tell the reader exactly what she ate and when and how much. She catalogues her days by when she retrieves food and when she sees her sister.
That's all she's had room for in her brain till then. Survival. No room for friends, romance, normal social behaviours longer than "geasey sae gets more than she should for that price because she's the only one who'll pay for wild dog".
Katniss my beloved traumatised girl, you should've had a breakdown sooner. Fuck the movies for leaving out her breakdown at the end. It was coming for a very long time.
K2SO to cassian after discovering a protocol that states friends check up on one another -