「hi, i'm cinna! she/they|writer, artist, daydreamer」〜 cloud dweller . . . i hide in shijima's tower『ily shijima & hanako ☆ i write fics on ao3 . . .』
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watching jshk tumblr slowly explode
SEASON THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TIME TO REREAD EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN
AND CRY ALL OVER AGAIN
btw here’s the twt post + official website !!
also official arts and stuff. im not okay.
ily shijima mei ♡
... EXCUSE ME
SKDHFKJSHDJKFHSKDJHFSKLJHDK SET YOUR CALENDARS
POST
ANDDDD THE TEASER SEQUEL VISUAL THING BY AIDAIRO IS THE SACRIFICE ARC
TIME TO CRY LIKE OUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT
im banking on my tablet’s 8% battery to sketch this-
the breakdown of this is the first, upper cape w all the cool designs + whatever tf the big flowy added-for-drama cape looks like attached to him + gakuran + other stuff and that’s it :3
don’t forget hakujoudai, seal & hat! and voila... hanako-kun~
chat what is this 😭😭
bc i wanna assume its the red ribbon shown in the ref but also???
jumping up to explain!!! i love aidairo’s character designs~
hanako’s capes (there’s two, one over his shoulder and one that loops underneath his arm, it’s really smart for movement and i love it-) have a brown outside & red inside!
here we have an example with the anime design~
his upper cape thing folds outwards from the green-blue-turquoise hakujoudai ! so you’d probably color it red <3
chat what is this 😭😭
bc i wanna assume its the red ribbon shown in the ref but also???
hi cinna!! thanks for remembering me and ty for the nice comment! still working real hard over here, say hi whenever! <3
omfg i discovered asks!!! im so dumb but it’s so nice to see you again :3
i’m looking forward to that mitsuba animatic~ and best of luck to your hands + health (pls don’t overwork urself i still remember your gauntlet)
have fun !!
apologies to all the people who suddenly got followed!
but i do think yall are cool (im pretty particular about who i follow sooo) hello. please know that u are cool
and that you are now at risk of fifty thousand like notifications
or random msgs and asks out of the blue
tysm for feeding my hyperfixations ♡ and tysm for your art & writing & analyses~
rant time again:
i have noticed this awful, discreet little plague within the jshk fandom where some, and i'm sorry (not) for saying it this way but it's true, dumbass fans will see anyone even merely suggest that mitsuba is feminine or genderqueer or would like wearing skirts or just isn't some perfectly masculine boy, and say "no that's not true he hates being seen as feminine," even spreading outright misinformation that he said this in the manga (no he fucking didn't) and it's just.... bitch *what*? that is not fucking true. just because he was bullied for looking feminine doesn't mean he hates looking feminine as a result. the ENTIRE POINT of the mitsuba arc is that those bullies were *wrong* and he should've just been himself instead of sanding down his personality to cater to the people who hate his true self. and mind you, this is the boy that actively wears his medium length bright fucking pink hair in a ponytail & brags about how cute he is 24/7. he actively presents himself as feminine, someone who hates the idea of being percieved as girly wouldn't fucking do that. he *enjoys* his femininity, you dumb fucks.
and while we're here, let me get to the *real* point. why do you automatically assume that a character who is percieved as feminine, and more broadly, a character who is percieved as QUEER, has to hate themselves? why do you assume this despite evidence to the contrary, despite *the story itself* telling you otherwise? why do you assume that? is it because you see someone breaking free from gender norms & heteronormativity as inherently negative and something they *must* hate deep down? is that the reason? tell me, what is your fucking reason? why do you see this beautiful little boy being openly queer and *happy about it, loving who he is* and assume he must hate himself, that him being queer is a flaw he must want to "fix"? why the *fuck* do you think that? it's horrible. do fucking better oh my god i hate you people so much
this past week has been pretty productive <3
i love being an artist 💖
fwoosh! brainwashing to make yall join the jibaku shounen hanako-kun community’s discord server because there’s so many nice people here that i’d love to yap with!!
there’s no downside to this for as long as i’ve been there, and i got to become friends with so many of the wonderful people of this community and be silly and yap about our fanfics and compliment each others’ art and form a mitsuba cult-
i’d love to see yall there <3 have a nice day !!
*releases u from brainwashing & scuttles back into the writing corner*
completely valid and wholeheartedly understandable, let’s see what tumblr has to offer :3
mentioning the nice person in the comments ! you’ll have to type that user’s name out completely, so maybe it’ll be a hassle with names that have random keyboard smashes or extra letters added to words... and not to mention the awkwardness (but you do get used to it after a while)
the reblog is good for doubly exposing your content to the world, even though it’s awkward... (but i definitely would not mind seeing more of your content on my feed <3)
messaging is also probably out of the question, since it may be seen as weird (but omfg i would freak out if you messaged me. i love your analyses btw-)
uhhhh posting a general 'thank you to everyone that likes my content' and pray that the people see it
tbh tumblr needs some other ways to respond to compliments in the tags...
telepathic gratitude is probably the least socially draining one tbh. you are absolutely completely valid
and that is... all??? of the reasonable ones??? so little... and so taxing on one’s social battery...
but i do hope you have a nice day, and that you gain the energy for any of these displays of thanks <3
for the most part I really love tumblr tags and tumblr reblog tag culture but it haunts me that I never know how to respond when people say nice things in the tags of a rb of my posts. like, it feels weird to rb my own post and say thank feels weird to message people to say thank you feels weird to put it in the replies what is a guy to do !!! just hope my telepathic gratitude comes through ? if you have ever said anything nice in the tags of my posts I am buying you a baked good and your favorite drink no take backs
this year's mitsuba cake!!!! (*´ω`*) as always, i am terrible at cake decorating. but that's okay because mitsuba's beautiful face makes up for it <3
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smol sketch for this cotton candy boi’s special little day <33
omfg there’s a jshk fic on the spreadsheet jshk fans goooooooo since i don’t have time
Are you frustrated you can't leave second kudos on AO3? or third kudos? or whatever-who's-counting kudos?
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IM FREAKING SICK
EVERYONE SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
the way everything is taking a more luminous and yellow hue…
WE’RE GETTING THEM AND THE MOON IN TWO DAYS!!!
GIGI ART JUMPSCAREEEEE happy mitsuba day everyone !!!
i wanted to save posting this for when it's 3/28 in my time zone, but i can't help myself anymore!!!!! i just have to celebrate his day :3 i love mitsuba so so sooooooo much and i'm so unbelievably happy!!!!!! he's made my life so full of joy and i've learned so much through my fangirling escapades and i can't wait to celebrate this day for years and years to come <3 happy ミツバの日 everyone ^_^
ily hanako, even though your arcs make me feel like dying
also, happy 125 days to my jshk hyperfixation !! a milestone, because we have officially surpassed the amount of chapters jshk has <3
tysm aidairo for bringing these sillies into the world~
anime spoilers under cut !! warning: there’s a lot (of cuteness) under there~
screenshot compilation of my fav boi <3 picked out randomly
hanako-san, hanako-san, you stupid tsundere-coded knife-wielding dramatic asf magical girl nene simp brooding sulkily in a corner as sakura petals fall in slow motion framing your face, please stop making me bawl my eyes out at 3am in the morning
we did it. they are never gonna be together ever again /hj
also, poor shijima-
they’re so stupid wtf get out
YES INDEED THE REBLOG @mysteriousmissme
LOOK AT MY POOR GIRLIE
UNRIGHTFULLY SPLIT IN HALF >:(
henceforth i shall split mitsukou in half to compensate
... surprisingly, they’re merging.
they’re so stupid wtf get out
IM SORRY DID I JUST LOSE MY ABILITY TO BREATHE
HELP???????? I LOVE HER SO MUCH ♡♡♡♡
they’re so stupid wtf get out
excuse me when tf did i read this and how did i forget /nm
anyways. EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS, GO READ !!!!!
QUALITY WRITING HERE !!!!
With the help of Yako, the trio begin their climb through the Hell of Mirrors in search of Mitsuba.
WHEW FINALLY GOT CHAPTER TWO DONE! my simple mitsukou fic idea has quickly spiraled out of control haha woopsies. im going to be slapping on these little chapter sketches from now on i think.
mei is the realest character ever. loves weapons and violence has a deep desire to help others wants to be a cool ghost story gets heart eyes when she nearly gets stabbed constantly sweeping cute girls off their feet just wants to get pancakes with a friend comforts others through her own fear has infinite hope and love in her heart. constantly passes the bechdel test. peak character
shijima & mitsuba being friends mention 👀
mitsuba
HOLY SHITT the lightning, the background, the artstyle, the colors?!!!?! The animation team ate with this one I fear. I was gagged I AM SO MESMERIZED. This is actually my favorite panels other than the hananene and mitsukou stargazing scenes and I am so glad they did this one so well.
im so stupid.
let’s just pretend i didn’t completely forget how to use quotation marks in bold, and do that type of format instead 😭
sorry to all of the people who wasted time voting :’)
tysm for your helppp
without a room, i am mush. but for now i have an air-conditioned room so i am mush in a room but later when i leave i’ll just be mush
anyways. welcome back to cinna’s reaction fic shenanigans. please tell me which yall’d prefer...
... in the polls section below! + obligatory reaction fic shoutout :’)
HOLY SHITT the lightning, the background, the artstyle, the colors?!!!?! The animation team ate with this one I fear. I was gagged I AM SO MESMERIZED. This is actually my favorite panels other than the hananene and mitsukou stargazing scenes and I am so glad they did this one so well.