- "the dead soldier's quest back home", Astha || 27.2.2022
- "Inventing Love" by Astha Kesri
(inspired by the idea of food as a love language; portrayed beautifully in most K dramas; intrigued by these very episodes of metaphoric depiction, my own analysis of certain soft human emotions conveyed through food…)
@metamorphesque @kill-your-darlin
I seem to have fallen for grey skies as I see myself running past gushing winds ,laying flat on the grass humming quotes from my favorite books,those I seem to have etched onto my skin , into unknown, poetic , compositions of music, misery and love. And oh my! running through storms , hysterically laughing , barefoot , with my hands in the air , trying to capture this feeling for I wish it to last forever.
I want to...runaway
How could I be yours, when 'am not even mine?
3:33am
I've dreamt of better days, I still do...
I should've cried less, back when I could...
Take me...away.......
I need to stop overthinking...
I need to stop deactivating my social media accounts and calling it therapy
30.12.2021
I wish to be held close , curled up in bed, with someone whispering " it's alright, everything will be alright " , as I cry with outmost uncertainty and numbness / I wish to feel the warmth of their breath , as I lay with clenched fists, tears rolling down my cheeks , my nails etching moons on my sweaty palms / their hands slowly slipping into mine, asking me to hold on for a little longer, promising me that they'll never leave me / I wish to feel the prevailing silence mixed with a sense of belonging / I wish to live these moments with someone, I wish to not be left alone...
- my autumn soul, dying beautifully everyday...
" If I could love you, I'd write about us everyday" - Astha 24.01.2022
I didn't know of people being placid yet devoured ,in times of uncertainty, writing prophecies of each other's doom...